I'll save you -Sequel of Save me from my own destruction( Niall Horan)Book nr.2

Chapter 18- Don't walk away

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See I just can’t find the right thing to say

I tried but all my pain gets in the way

Tell me what I have to do so you’ll stay

Should I get down on my knees and pray

-Mj

Niall's P.O.V

" No Marissa wait !" I yelled after her but she was gone. I was holding around the letter in my pocket. She would have seen it if Liam hadn't interrupted us. I was so close to show it to her. I took my hands out, leaving the letter in the pocket.

" Fuck Liam ! " I spit out and sat down on his bed.

" Go after her ! Don't yell at me" Liam said and opened the door.

I looked at him. Then I stood up and ran after her. I checked the living room. She wasn't there. Just Harry and Louis, letting Amelia brush their hairs and put on them makeup and Zayn who was recording it on his phone.

I ran in the kitchen. Empty. Then outside.

It was pouring rain. The sky was dark grey and everyone who was crazy enough to go outside were running with their umbrellas.

I looked around hoping to find her somewhere and there she was struggling at her car. 

" MARISSA ! " I yelled and ran as fast as I could over the street to get her in time.

She looked at me, then she started trying to open the car door but it was still locked.

" Marissa, let me explain" I said and tried to breath normally.

" Niall !" She turned at me and threw the car keys to the ground. I was surprised that she yelled at me. She hided her face in her hands for a moment. I couldn't say anything. I had no words. 

" I'm so sick of this. It's tearing us apart and I don't want that to happen but it already is. The pain gets stronger every day, and I'm not handling it well so I need some space" I couldn't see if it was the rain or her tears that ran slowly down her face.

" Marissa if you let me...." She cut me off.

" Stop Niall, just stop it. I've never loved someone as much as I love you, but I've never been so miserable in my entire life, and you caused that. I'm so..." She stopped and looked away.

" So hurt..." She started crying. " So now...I'm ....I'm walking away" She bent down to pick up the car keys. She turned around and stuck the car key in.

" Don't walk away" I stroke my hair from my eyes. I didn't notice how cold it was, standing in the rain until now.

" You are giving me no choice" She said without looking at me. She just stood there, turning her back at me.

" I have a proof, you need to see this" I was about to take the letter out of my pocket but it would get so wet. " Can we get in the car" I asked. 

She didn't answer. Then she opened the door and sat in. I ran and opened the front seat door and sat in.

" Here" I said and handed her the letter. She looked at me and then took the letter.

I waited.

And waited.