I'll save you -Sequel of Save me from my own destruction( Niall Horan)Book nr.2

Chapter 9- I just can't figure it out.

Hello I'm back ! I'm so sorry about keeping you hanging like this ! But I had a great time in the trip and I had this chapter in my head all along so I hope you like it :)

I've been ignoring this big lump in my throat

I shouldn't be crying

Tears were for the weaker days, I'm stronger now

Or so I say, but something's missing

" Oh god Harry what happened ?" I put my hand over my mouth and looked at Harry who stood in the rain. His eyes were so red and he was all wet after been walking around in the rain.

" Come in ! " I said and took his hand. I dragged him inside and closed the door. 

He stared infront of him, and the tears leaked down slowly.

" Harry?" I said and slowly tried to get his attention but he didn't answer me.

I lifted his chin up so he was facing me, stroke his hair from his wet face before I wrapped my hands around his neck.

Harry started to shiver and sniffing.

" Please tell me" I said and looked at him after the long hug.

" It's Ally..." Harry said and his lips shivered when he said her name.

" What happened to her?" I backed away. Nothing could happen to her. What if it was my fault ? What if she was next ? Oh god no.

I closed my eyes and waited for Harry to tell me that she was dead.

" She....she left me" Harry said and hided his face in his hands.

I opened my eyes. She did what ?!

" she did what ?!" I felt so angry, I don't know why. Maybe seeing Harry so broken, and she just left him ! What a bitch !

" Why ?! " I didn't notice that my voice was raising.

" Who is there?" Niall said confused as he walked to us but when he saw Harry he gasped.

" Oh god what happened mate" Niall asked and looked at me with his mouth open. 

" C'mon Harry, let's run a hot bath for you and get you some dry clothes..You need to sleep honey" I said and Harry nodded his head as I took his hand and we walked to the bathroom. Niall had already blew the candles.

I ran Harry a hot bath and helped him take off most of his clothes.

" Go in when you are ready, I'll send Niall in after few minuets with dry clothes" I said before I closed the door behind me. 

" Thank you" Harry said. He had cried so much that his eyes were closing without him noticing. 

I walked to the kitchen and saw Niall sitting to the kitchen table biting his nails.He had got dressed.

When he saw me he stood up.

" What happened ?" He asked stressed.

" Ally left Harry, that's all I know" I said and ran my fingers through my hair. Why would she leave him? Did she say why?

" I'm gonna call Liam.." Niall said and disappeared.

I sat down to the kitchen table and looked outside the window. The sound of the ran tapping on the roof got me relaxed as I tried to think of the reason. It was a total downpour. I could hardly see to the next house. 

I had to find Ally.

But where? I couldn't ask Harry yet. He was so...so hurt. It was like he was bleeding but you just couldn't see it.