Danganronpa : A certain Anti-social Mathematician(Male oc Fanfic)

Chapter-4 Dealing with common folks

Kenta pov

Okay it was my fault that i tried the love hotel key , man i feel so weird , is it what being emotional feels like . I never wanted to experience that again . i will be prepared for that again , tch . My whole body feels so sore , that damn chihiro . I didn't expect her to be so forcing ,  I guess it is what teaches me to read people more . i should talk with others in the mean time so that I can possibly escape from the killing game . 

                                                                                                       It doesn't matter whether they are alive or not but I must survive in the end no matter what . I am not one of those heroic people who sacrifice my life for the others , rather I am the guy who wanted freedom and being in control of the situation . It is truly a disgrace that I am controlled by that teddy bear . I need to calm down and focus 

             I can't lose my cool here , not when my life is on the line . one wrong move and I end up dead . even a capable person like would die if I make silly mistakes , a mistake is a mistake whether intentional or not  similarly a loss is a loss no matter if the opponent is cheated or not

   In the real life it doesn't matter if you are fair or not . you have to win against challenges and overcome difficulties that you face in the way

*KNOCK *KNOCK *KNOCK

My thoughts are interrupted when someone knocked my door . oh god I realised that I lost my time monologuing. A little mistake like this could get me killed

I quickly opened the door to find chihiro . this girl has guts to face me after last night 

Chihiro : Good morning kenta s-s

I quickly pulled chihiro inside my room and closed the door . I began glaring at the chihiro who was at the verge of tears

Chihiro : K-kenta s-san what did I do ? Please I am scared , please don't hurt me .

Kenta : Don't you have any shame after what happened last night

Chihiro pov

I am dumbfolded by kenta-san words , what did he meant by last night . I was too scared to think anything about last night . I was afraid that I might die  or one of my friends die . I don't want that to happen . i don't want to live if it meant killing one of our friends , especially not kenta , he was the only friend I had , if I lose him I don't know what I can do 

                                                                                                                                       No matter what happened he was always with me , he was the one who made me brave but even with that I don't have the courage to tell him the truth . i was a coward and weak to be his friend but I want to be his friend , Kenta doesn't deserve a bad friend like me but i need him , he is the only support i have as a friend 

             This morning i was afraid , last night i am having the nightmare of kenta dying , so as soon as i awoke i rushed towards him without thinking of anything , i want to talk with him before i possibly die , there is no way a weak person like me survive in this place . i need to do something that kenta can be proud of . so i need to think about something but before that i need to check up on kenta . Kenta-san please be alive i need you . I can't imagine you dying , please, whatever god up there please make sure he survives with the rest of my friends . take my life if makes my friends survive . I Don't want my friends to fight each other