Everything happens for a reason...
I used to believe that so strongly before all this happened, before your cancer diagnosis, before your death, now I don't, there is no reason for this, I am broken and lost without you.I miss you more and more every day, I miss our early morning yoga sessions. I miss your sassiness, I miss the snuggles.
I ironically miss the hospital appointments I , miss all of the beeping machines, i miss waiting hours for you to come out of your scans. I miss it because it meant you was still here.
Life is quieter without you, a loud silence now echos through the house, your daddy and I broken beyond repair, why did this happen to us??
I haven't done any yoga since you passed away, it doesn't feel right, nothing feels right, everything I do makes me feel guilty, your dad and I have even tried spending time with Katie and Alice and Noah but that just ends up with us in tears because Katie looks just like you. You didn't know it while you was here on earth but Katie was actually your little sister.
We had all promised we would be brave for you, but right now we're struggling with that we don't know how to live without you, I don't like this new normal, it's not right and nothing will ever feel right until we hold you again
We'll always love you Safi
Love always and forever mommy and daddy
XxxxX
SAFIRE PAIGE SUGG
4/03/2020- 19/02/2024
Forever 3 years old
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