I don't know what the hell I walked in on but God damn. I was just coming to check on Sincere because the crew and I haven't heard from him in 2 weeks and we've got got a meeting with a new distributor located in Miami which is in a couple of days. Been calling and texting this nigga phone even been driving by but he's never here or picking up his damn phone.
Now the one time that his lanky ass is home, I walk in on live porn.
Man I wasn't expecting that, I most definitely wasn't expecting it to be lil Lani back there. Like what the hell bruh, I wanted to walk away but it was like my feet were glued to the ground. I just couldn't take my eyes off of her. Man I already know it's about to be some bullshit once she wakes up, hopefully I'm gone by then.
We grew up together, she was my neighbor growing up. Our families did everything together, still do. We were close as hell growing up, still is just not as hell. I always looked out for shorty not only because she was my homie's lil sister but also cause I always had a crush on her but never said anything, always kept my feelings tucked away because I didn't want to fuck up our bond plus I always thought that she deserved someone better than me, someone that's not going to hurt her, I still do. It came to a point where I had keep my distance because being around her all the time was making it hard to control my feelings, and then she ended up with Malick...so I just continued to love her but from a distance. Plus I doubt she even looked at me in that way, she probably looked at me as another annoying older brother.
I was knocked out of my thoughts by a harsh smack to the head causing me to hiss and turn around only to be greeted by Satan with his arms folded and eyebrows raised.
" You've got some explaining to do because what hell was that back there dude?" He asked me taking a seat on other end of the couch before placing his attention on me.
" Man...I don't know what the hell happened back there, I wasn't expecting to walk in on live porn bruh. We've been calling and texting yo damn phone for the past 2 weeks and we haven't heard shit from you nigga. We've been trying to get in contact with you to let you know we've got a meeting in Miami with a new distributor in a couple of days but since niggas couldn't reach you, I had to pop up on you. The one time you're actually home when I decide to do another pop up, your ass decides to give me a free show" I said dragging my hand down my face shaking my head causing him to chuckle. I don't see shit funny.
" Look that's my bad for not keeping in contact with y'all, my phone been on DND plus I've been with my baby the past 2 weeks and I didn't want any interruptions. And alright just let me know when we're leaving and I'll the pilot know. But bruh yo ass still got to explain what the hell was that back there nigga, any normal person would've walked away but nawh yo stayed and watched me fuck my girl then started jacking off. The hell?" He said scrunching up his face towards the end. Guess it's now or never huh?
" Man let me just get this off my chest now so I can get the hell up outta here before she wakes up and raises hell. Remember there was this one girl I always use to run my mouth about to y'all?" I said causing him to raise his eyebrows before nodding.
" Her name was Lani right?" He asked causing me to nod.
" Welp that's her upstairs, I never gave out her full name. I called her Lani instead of Kehlanis but yeah that's her" I said nodding causing his jaw to drop before he smacked me. I'll slap the fire out his patchy beard ass if he smacks me again.
" Man why the fuck didn't you say something the night of that club opening when we saw her bruh? I would've never made a move on her if you would've opened yo big ass lips and said something ." He said shaking his head causing me to mug him. My lips ain't big.
" Man what difference would that have made? Just because I've been crushing on her since our childhood years doesn't mean that she felt the same way about me bruh. I've always looked out for shorty, she became my bestfriend and I didn't wanna fuck up our bond just because of a silly ass crush. But I still fucked it up because I started being distant which caused us to drift apart and made her fall into the arms of another man. Plus she probably looked at me as another annoying ass brother " I said rubbing my chin causing him to mug me.
" Nigga you sound dumb as hell, you don't know how the hell she felt because you never opened yo big ass fish lips. And I doubt it was a silly ass crush because from the way you was staring at her upstairs, I can bet yo ass still crushing on her. That girl probably loved yo ass but you wanted to be stupid and come up with scenarios which led you to fuck up what could've been. Not going lie I know I should be mad as hell right now because of what went down back there but I'm not, I don't know why but I'm not honestly. Normally when it comes to her, I'm protective as hell. I don't what she's doing to me but over the lil time we've been spending together. She's got me wrapped around her finger, her and my kids bruh." He said causing my head to snap in his direction. What the hell?
" Kids?!" I said causing him to make a yikes face, nigga I'll slap yo lanky ass.
" Man yeah, she's 4 going on 5 months pregnant with twin girls. " he said looking off to side with a small grin causing me to grin.
" Congratulations my nigga, I'm happy as hell for the both of y'all honestly speaking. " I said excitedly before dapping him up. As I said she deserves better, I wish them nothing but the best and judging by the way he's speaking. They're happy and that's all that matters.
" Thanks man, we just found out which is why I've been MIA, trying to make up for lost time but man I can't wait for this journey man" he said chuckling lightly shaking his head.
" I wish y'all nothing but happiness man. But let me get outta here and don't worry you won't have worry about me walking in on y'all anymore or me being around her. I don't want to make things awkward so I'm just going to be in the shadows." I said standing up, dapping him up.
" Man, you don't have to do all that nigga. Shit won't be awkward unless you make it awkward." He said dragging his hand down his face shaking his head.
" Look I'm genuinely happy for y'all and wish y'all nothing but happiness like seriously there's no bad blood between us at all, you're my bestfriend will forever be that . You didn't know she was the one I was talking about but just because you do now doesn't mean that I want you to be treating her differently, continue to care for her, allat shit. I just don't want shit to be awkward so I'm taking myself out the equation because I don't think I can handle being around the girl that I've wanting since forever and can't have her the way I want, I don't wanna jeopardize our friendship by disrespecting what y'all have going on so I'm gonna continue to do what I've been doing which is loving her from a distance. She doesn't know why I became distant and I'll like to keep it that way." I said rubbing the back of my neck, shaking my head before turning around only to see Kehlanis standing there with tears in her eyes staring directly at me. Shit.
" Mamas-" she cut him off by raising her hand to silence him.
" Why didn't you tell me?" She said softly crying causing me to feel like shit. Damn.
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