𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒌𝒏𝒆𝒘 𝒉𝒊𝒎, 𝒊𝒕 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆, 𝑰 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒏𝒐 𝒍𝒐𝒏𝒈𝒆𝒓 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒚𝒐𝒖
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2 week later..
Lisa
8:05 am
I'm here again, Waiting in the hallway. Like i always do. Waiting for rosie, I've been waiting her almost 40 minutes. My classes will start soon. I wonder where is she again.
A minutes later my phone vibrate, I quickly pick up my phone from my pocket to see who texted me. And it was rosie.
Rosé
Lisa, where are you?
Seen 8:15am
Lisa
Hallway, Where are you?
Seen 8:15am
Rosé
Oh I'm sorry..
Seen 8:15 am
Lisa
Why?
Sent 8:16 am
Oh i knew it already.
Sent 8:16 am
You're with him?
Sent 8:17 am
You went to your class together?
Sent 8:17 am
Okay then, Take care, I gotta go.
Sent 8:18 am
Seen 8:30 am
Rosé
Yes, Actually. I'm sorry late reply. Sorry i made you waited for nothing :(
Sent 8:31 am
I went to my class, i sat down to my chair and put down my bag. My class will start at 9am. Our professor was late again. my phone sudden vibrate, I opened my phone and received a notification from rosie. I sarcastic laughed and shook my head.
Lisa
It's fine rosie, I'm used to it.
Seen 8:33 am
I closed my phone and i saw jennie came in and sit beside me. She smile at me and i do the same
"Hi" Jennie greeted me
"You're late" I chuckle
"Nope, I'm not. Our prof still wasn't here" Jennie replied "Why aren't you with rosé?" she added
"Our class isn't same. Unnie" I yawned and speak again "But she has same class with Chanyeol."
"Oh they're together, again? I guess you waited again for nothing" Jennie sighed
"Exactly," I chuckled painfully.
"When will you tell her the truth?" Jennie asked and i look a her with confused.
"Tell what, unnie?"
"About your feelings." Jennie says
directly "Lisa, You're hurting yourself. It's not good for you" Jennie added
"I don't know, unnie, It hurts to love her, but it's also hard to let her go." I said weakly.
"No one tells you that you can't rest, Lisa"
"But unnie, how can i? If I also don't have the courage to have a rest" I replied, Jennie looked at me worriedly and i let out a chuckle and say something
"As long as they still wasn't together, I will not lose the courage to continue my feelings towards her" I added
"You're so brave, Lalisa"
She held my shoulder and hugged me. Her comfort makes me thought I'm so lucky to have her by my side, I'm lucky she's my cousin. I know jisoo unnie was the right person who will taking care of my cousin.
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Lisa
Time for lunch, Jennie and I stood up we saw Jisoo and rosie waiting for us. Jennie and I went outside and approached them gently
"Lunch?" Jennie spoke
"Yes, Please. I'm hungry" Jisoo replied while holding her tummy.
We laughed at jisoo's action, and Rosie looked at me smiling with her lovely eyes. A butterfly in my stomach can't take it.
"I'm sorry," Rosie pouted
"It's fine, rosie" I smile forcedly. "Let's go," I added and she cling to my shoulder and we went to the canteen
We ordered our food, We were eating quietly when someone spoke.
"May i sit beside you, miss beautiful?"
Chanyeol caught our attention.
"Chanyeol?, Sure you can!"
Rosie smile Widely. Chanyeol sit beside her While I was sitting next to her. I can feel jennie's eyes stare at me. I looked at jennie and smile with a nod telling her it's fine. They started having their conversation didn't mind me. Earlier, Rosie's attention was all mine, but when he came. Rosie's all attention was now with chanyeol.
I've lost my appetite, But i kept continue eating while listening to their conversations. Rosie's chuckle and giggles was all came from Chanyeol. I'm so jealous. I hope she knows.my eyes wanted to cry but i quickly stopped it using my hand and wipe my tears immediately.
I am no longer the reason why she is smiling.
I was now playing my food and my mind was empty again. Rosie didn't mind to look at me. But jennie noticed my actions and do something
"Lisa, You should try this." Jennie spoke and smile at me holding the food that she want me to taste. Rosie, Chanyeol and jisoo look at jennie who's still looking at me smiling didn't mind the three.
"It's delicious, I promise!", Jennie added and i opened my mouth. she put the food inside my mouth. All eyes on me which makes me feel nervous but then i smile looking at jennie
"Hm yeah, You're right." I replied chewing my food, It's really delicious.
They went back to their conversation but jisoo stare at me not for too long and back to her food. I think she already knows?
I want to leave here, and be alone. But i know rosie will be confused with my action.
-
"How was the food" I can hear Chanyeol asked rosie
"It's fine" Rosie chuckle
"I gotta go, miss beautiful, I still have something to do in my house. See ya around, Take care" Chanyeol spoke and wave his hand, Rosé wave back smiling.
"Unnie, Can we go home? I'm tired" I spoke looking at jennie.
"Lisa!" Rosie approached me, and hugged me
I knew it, you just want my attention when the person you loved wasn't your side.
"Uh hey" I replied and rosie pulled out the hugged.
"Do you have nothing important to do now, Lisa?" Jennie asked me
"I don't, Unnie. I want to rest this early." I says softly
"Okay then, Let me-" Jennie interrupted her words when rosie spoke
"Why lisa? You're not feeling well?" Rosie asked me softly and put her palm into my forehead.
"I'm fine, Rosie. I just want to go home" I replied.
This time i realized, You really loved me as your best friend and nothing more. I know you love him, I know. I won't expect if one day chanyeol was now your boyfriend.
But this time. I will do my best to make you feel i really loved you more than anything.
Let me tell you how i really feel about you everyday.
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Chaelisa "Enough"
Fanfiction[COMPLETED] She stared at me weakly, she caress my both cheeks and began to speak. "Yeah i admit, i like you so much and you know that, but that doesn't mean, i'll beg you to like me back. I like you that much and you're not obliged to like me back...
