{Adrian pov}
The counseling session went okay I took her to Andreas and dropped her off. I make sure she gets in and I head to the restaurant. I get there and just sit in the car for a moment and go inside I work my shift and I feel like I'm barely moving I've been avoiding my mom because she gonna ask questions and I'm not feeling it now Rachel is out of prison now everyone is gonna be on top of me and I can barely breath as it is. I just don't want to explain everything at the moment. I don't want anyone to know what Im going through in my marriage. I want to make it past this bump and I know for a fact I will we will get over it. I'm only there for a couple of hours and I head back to the house I stop and grab flowers for Jazmyne and a bear for lani I pull up to my sisters and her car is gone. I step out with the flowers and go inside I walk around looking for everyone I leave the flowers in the room and keep walking around I look out back and don't see anyone it's extremely quiet so I think everyone left I check the kids rooms no one so I go to Andreas door it's cracked and peek my head in they all in there knocked out. I go and shake her and ask where Jazz went she looks over at the clock and jumps up saying she's not back yet? I say no with a look and she goes well she said she would be right back she left like 15 after you dropped her off. Andrea calls her she doesn't pick up she puts her shoes on and we head to the car we both take turns calling her phone and still no answer. We're driving around wasting gas and time cause we don't even know where to look panic sinks in and I pull into a parking lot and calm down for a moment and I ask Andrea if she said anything about where she was going? She says all she said was something about a view. I knew exactly where she was and I'm not sure why I didn't think of that first. I pull out of the parking lot and speed off to the cliff. I pull up and see her car I jump out and see her phone just sitting in the middle her doors are locked. I spot her and start running towards her.
Jazmyne POV}
I pull out my phone and text Sasha and tell her I'll be home tonight and to meet me at the house I'll let her know when I'm 30 out and she says okay I go into the house and pack my things and put them into the trunk of my car. I go to the back yard and see the kids playing and I let Andrea know that I would be back in like an hour. I leave her house and I go and get food I grab wings from wingstop fries from canes and a burger from five guys. Once I get all the food I get a big gulp from seven eleven. I go to my favorite relaxing spot and over look the city and remember all the times me and Adrian would come there. I get out and sit on the rock that over looks the cliff and just sit back and eat my food. Once I finish I clean up my trash and then walk around for a bit to burn off the calories which is what I told myself. I laugh to myself and then sit on a bench and watch all the cars below drive past. A little old man comes and sits next to me and hands me a rose and ask why I look so down and I smile a little and say just some trouble in my relationship but we're gonna get over it I sigh and say it's just that I try to be happy but when I'm alone everything hits me at once knowing what he did gets to me and it really hurts because the one person I love and care about over everybody and it makes me so confused because I was there always regardless of the situation I loved him for him. My voice cracks a little and I say but I don't want to talk about that I'd rather not cry anymore today I look up to the sky and blink a few times and he says you know life is short you have got to accept that if you want to be with someone you both have some growing up to do you either grow together or outgrow each other. He stands and says I'm going to get going. I wipe my face and look up to say thank you for listening and he's gone he's no where to be seen I stand up and walk the direction he went and I don't see him I just go back and sit on the bench and spin the rose thinking about what he told me. I hear footsteps running and I look up and its Adrian he looks pissed and he just starts yelling WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU. Have you lost your mind.I'm confused at this point so I yell back asking him who he thinks he is yelling at me about nothing he starts cussing at me and Andrea comes around the corner and ask what's his problem and pushes him back I stop her and say no let him tell me how he really feels. He continues to yell out a bunch of Bull shit and I just yell back fuck you and go to walk away and trip on a rock and I fell to the ground a little hard. Andrea helps me up and I walk back towards the car Adrain grabs my arm trying to get my attention and I snatched my arm out of his grip and turned around with this killing look and said keep your fucking hands off me. You ever grab me again like that in your life and it's over. After all you've put me through you would think that just once you would see it from my view. But yet you don't you think I'm wrong for not forgiving you right away he backs up and Andrea starts yelling at Adrian and she opens the door and I hear part of it which is her telling him to go home because he's mad which is making him dumb as fuck so he's taking it out on the wrong person. He tells her fuck off too and she replies oh cause you want the whole family to know you're not living with your kid and wife? I can arrange that by putting you out. He walks off she ask am I'm sure I'm ok I say yes but she insists that we go see my dr. I wait for my doctor to come out and I go back with her to one of the rooms. She looks over me Checks the heartbeat and tells me everything Is looking good and then ask me if I'm under a lot of stress at the moment? I give off a little knowing laugh and she gives me a look and tells me I need to tone it down and get some rest. I nod my head to agree and she say remember the health of your babys is more important than whatever is going on. I say agreed and thank her for seeing me on such short notice. I leave and Andreas just sitting in the waiting room I give her a reassuring smile and tell her let's go. She smiles a little and says you're in a better mood and I say as I very well should be. I will no longer be putting my kids life in danger she made me realize something in there. We get back to her place and I start packing up the rest of my things and go to find lani she's in the room with the other kids I take my bag to the car and as I'm closing the trunk Adrian pulls up. He jumps out and says you're leaving I reply yes and he pauses and ask was the baby okay I reply yes and he gets upset and ask are you just gonna give me one word answers in my mind all I heard was activate petty I reply Yes. He sighs and says look I apologize for earlier you just had me worried you weren't picking up the phone and Andrea said that you said you would be back in an hour when you were actually gone for four. I pause and say you have my location for a reason use it... you could have just pulled up and seen that I was okay but instead you got out cussing. It really seems like these days you're doing less and less thinking when it comes to me and it really feels like you don't care but I'm done with this conversation I walk away and go pick up lani and he try's to stop me and ask wait you're taking her home with you? Actually no she's going to stay her week I would just rather not put my unborn child's life at risk by being stressed out we're gonna to stay at momma Autumns for the night ill drop her off in the morning before I go. His face softens and he says Jazz wait you don't have to leave I just reply I must because you stress me out and I now have more than just lani to worry about. We can maybe discuss this at another time. I close my car door and head to momma autumns. I get there and open the door and the new foster kid comes running saying who is at the door mrs.Autumn I smile and she says this would be your big sister and your niece he smiles and says I have siblings she goes to speak and I say yes of course you do this is my mom and now she's your mom isn't that cool and she smiles at me and goes well can my Um what did you say again I laugh and say she's your niece her name is lani and he smiles and says oh yea can lani stay and play I smile and say of course we're gonna stay the night before I go back home. He says cool come on lani and she follows behind him.
I walk to the kitchen and sit at the counter and she hands me a glass of water. She ask if everything is okay and I say yes just tired is all she gives me that motherly look and says you can always talk to me. I smile and say yes I know I'm fine I'm just really tired I feel like I haven't slept in ten years. She laughs and says we'll I mean you are trying to keep energy for twins I laugh and say yea I know. She says you can go sleep in the guest room I got lani and I'll have her sleep in my room. What time are you guys leaving? I say I'm leaving lani is staying down here with Adrian's sister so she can spend time with her cousins she say ohh okay. Soo can I keep her and drop her off in the morning. I laugh and say I'll text her and let her know you'll drop her off she smile and yells out John we get to keep the grand baby till the afternoon we need to go bed at ten we're getting breakfast and going to the zoo. I laugh while walking to the room. I change into a big T-shirt and climb into bed with that I'm out. I woke up to it being dark outside and it's ten I look at my phone and see a text from Sasha asking what time I was leaving so she can meet me at the house I text her lol my bad I went to sleep. I'm at mamma autumns and she will have a fit if I leave at night by myself so I'll leave at like seven tomorrow. She text back almost instantly and said I knew yo ass was sleep. I climb out of bed and go and grab me a snack. I go on Facebook and start watching videos. I hadn't realized how long I had been watching videos till I got a notification
