"𝐏𝐋𝐀𝐘 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐒 𝐑𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓"

❦︎ 𝑪𝒍𝒐𝒔𝒆𝒓 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒏 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 ❦︎

-I'm on my way

I stared down at the text Tyler had sent me. We still haven't spoken about what happened the other day but I've decided not to ask because I don't want to upset Tyler.

-Miss me already?
I texted back smirking down at the phone.

Just 10 minutes later I heard a knock on my door.

"Hey nigga" Tyler said chewing some gum.

"I want some" I moaned

"What- some dick?" He smirked

"NIGGA NO."

Tyler stared at me in confusion.

"GUM, I WANT SOME GUM"

"Oh-"

Tyler searched around in his pockets then suddenly stopped. He pulled me in by my waist then leaned in for a kiss. Our lips met and Tyler's tongue wrapped around mine as he ran his hands up my sides. Tyler pulled away. I swirled my tongue around in my mouth and I had gum in my mouth. It was strawberry flavoured. My favourite.

I looked up at Tyler and he smiled down at me.

"Imma take you somewhere" he spoke

"Nooo I wanna stay here" I whined

"Come onnnn" he pulled me outside and pushed me into the car.

"Shit that hurt" I stretched

"Sorry but I'm not taking no for an answer" Tyler looked over at me

I huffed and chewed on the gum Tyler had given me earlier. I still had butterflies in my stomach.
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"Are we there yet?"

"Nah"

"Are we there yet"

"NO" Tyler said annoyed

"Are we there now!?"

"I swear you mentally like- 2 years old" he giggled

"But-"

"Look, I'm this close to socking you in your fucking throat right now, just hold the fuck on"

About 10 minutes later he parked up on a side road in front of a fence.

We both got out of the car and Tyler jumped over the fence. He waved his hand signalling me to do the same.

"Uhhh are we even allowed to do this?"

"Who fucking knows and who fucking cares?"

"Aight" I shrugged as I jumped over the fence

We walked down a long mud path and then approached a long blue lake that shimmered in the sun. It was beautiful

"Oh shit Tyler this is-"

"I know" he looked over at it.

"I come here everytime I'm sad" he continued

"Are you sad now?" I asked

"No, of course not I'm with you"

Those words stuck in my head, and I didn't mind it. "Of course not I'm with you" does he really enjoy when he's with me?

We both sat down by the lake admiring its beauty. I love spending time with Tyler and I think....I think I love him. But...I can't. I can't make myself seem too vulnerable. Every time I have, people take advantage of it. I love Tyler but I need to be careful.