Decoding The Message Of Amber

Chapter 16

Having this curfew has been fucking awful, school gets out at 3, right? And only being able to stay out til 8:30 is crazy, but I did do something behind my dads back in my savings I bought myself a cheap go phone so I can still talk to evan or miles after 9 o clock, it's a basic flip phone, and I have to hide it very well from my dad, but he can tell the tension so he hasn't bugged me in the last couple of days, not being with evan has been hard, we haven't changed our thing on facebook, and we still very much act like a couple, which I guess this way is better than our old way, when we just didn't talk to each other.
Also, my dad is going to my brothers wedding and I need a new date to the wedding, because I can't just take evan, I just want my birthday to come up quickly, my dad was being so stupid when he said I have to wait til then, I won't ever change my mind about evan, ever.

I'm just sitting in my room, I'm on my laptop just scrolling through Facebook whenever I see it
Evan is single

What .... what, since when
WHAT
WHY DID HE CHANGE HIS THING TO SINGLE?

I then got out my flip phone and texted him

Me : WHAT THE FUCK EVAN
then I slammed my phone dramatically
Evan : what?
Me : SINGLE?
Evan : you heard your dad, you're single, so that means I'm single
Me : we decided to stay in a relationship on the Internet so people at school won't talk about us
evan : fuck the people at school Amber, if we're not together than we're not together
me : but we are together
evan : not to your dad we aren't, I mean you're texting me off a cheap flip phone, is this how you really want our relationship to be like?
Me : stop it, I don't care, I will do anything to speak with you, I know times are tough, but you can't give up on us
Evan : Amber, im going to bed, I'll talk about this later
me : whatever evan.

I can't believe he is being this way, he finally gets me back and now he is just throwing me away?

He is making me doubt everything I ever thought about us ever.

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"I don't feel sorry for you" Opal says
As were walking down the trail at the park
"I mean I don't feel sorry for myself either, I just thought it was different" I say as im passing Opal the blunt.
"Well they werent, now all you can do is move on and wait for the right one" Opal says
"Okay if the real evan is in the building please stand up" I say
then we just stood in silence
And then we both giggled
"Yeah it's not happening, sorry babe" Opal says
"How did you get so lucky?" I say
"Because it's just how luck works, it happens at different parts of your life, I don't know how to explain it, but when it's your time to get lucky you can't control it, it'll just happen" Opal says
"You're completely right" I say
"Now go fuck miles a couple of times, you will get over it faster I promise" Opal says

I then got out my phone and called evan

"Yeah" he says into the phone
"Is this it for us?" I say
"I don't know Amber" evan says
"How do you not know?" I say
"No one ever knows amber, I don't know how everything will play out but at this second in time it's over, im just living life day by day, you should too, I don't want you to live with an empty promise, but fate always finds its way, but have a good day amber, I love you" evan says
"I love you too" I say
I then hung up the phone

"IVE GOT TO LIVE IN THE MOMENT" I scream
"YES YOU DO" Opal says
I then began to run down the trail , I started filling the wind in my hair, I felt free, I could fill the corners of my mouth reach my ears I was smiling so wide.

I then felt my body stop, because I was falling into another person,
I then fell to the ground and I looked up and I see a figure of a person I've never seen before