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Nyairi.
It's Friday and so far the week been okay
Haven't made any new friends, and haven't had any work
I forgot how hard it is to make friends. I already had Winter and Jae
They make me feel normal.
I see everybody boo'd up in school and it makes me think .. could that be me
Some people (like my mom) think i'm too invested into boys. I don't think that's the case .. well maybe i am a little boy crazy but i have my reasons
I crave some type of male validation. I don't know why maybe it's because i have daddy issues
To some it may seem stupid because i have a dad that'll get me anything i want but he never actually be there
I miss him a lot, even tho i stay with him he never home .. i see why Satouri argue with him
To some it up i want attention from boys because i don't get it from my daddy
I'm not proud of it but hey it is what it is
It's not like i'm a hoe or anything tho
Nobody hardly takes interest in me idk why. Personally i think i'm pretty but i guess boys don't
I get compliments from girls a lot but never guys well expect Jae
I walked outside and got under the shade as i waited on daddy to come pick me up
Nobody said anything to me about Kiari being my daddy but i know they know because of the stares i get
"Wassup stranger" i heard making me turn around
"Hey" i looked at the boy from earlier
"I never told you my name. My name Ty"
"Well hey Ty" i smiled a little
"Slide me your number real quick" he said licking his lips
It's something bout when he lick his lips man
"Um—" i trailed off looking around
"How old you said you were"? i asked
"16" he said
"I'm 14 you know that right"? i asked
"Yea, idm it's only 2 years. Youon need to be fucking with these childish niggas anyway, you seem like a girl that know what she wants" he said grabbing my arm and pulling me a little closer
I don't know how to feel. I don't know wether i should like this or not
"I guess" my voice came off softer than i intended
My voice got very soft when i was either scared or nervous
"Ion know man i'm feeling something between us"
"We only seen each other 3 times"
"Yea 3 times too many for me to still not have yo number in my phone" he said flashing a little smile
I'm not gone lie i felt my knees buckle , no funny shit
"Umm .. okay gimme your phone" i said
He gave me his phone and i put my number in as "Nyairi"
"Preciate it" he said taking his phone back
"No problem"
He walked away and started talking to a group of boys
