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Zion.
I'm not gone lie .. i had to mediate on this one cause what the fucking fuck
We was so close .. literally my nigga so close to doing it
When she said hold on i swear i had came back to life frl frl and had to think about it
It's Nyairi i'm not surprised she let it get this far and all of a sudden want to stop
I also realized she just wasn't ready
Then i realized i had zoned out with my dick out
I had to take a deep breath because i honestly was mad asf
It happened a whole day ago, we went to the concert and all i could think about was how she straight up told me to hold on
I was like one fucking inch away— l
If i wasn't the man my momma and brother raised i would've told her to ass to get the fuck on out my face
But that shit ain't right, i know her virginity is something special to her
That shit felt worse than hitting yo toe on the corner of the fucking bed , so many different curse words was going through my head and not being able to say that shit had blew tf out of me
When i can go home by myself and yk .. i'll probably be fine.
She not talking to me because i guess she "embarrassed" or something
It's too much going on though. This plus we got to talk about the whole party situation and shit
The van came to a stop and we all got out fast asl
Hate sitting down for so long
"Y'all go in the house , we got all the bags" Kiari said with his friends
Shit ain't gotta tell me twice
Idk if this sound inconsiderate or selfish or sum but everything happens to HER.
I'm either kissing on her, giving her head, fingering her and all i get in return is fucking blue balls
This is why i didn't want to start this sexual ass shit i just knew it would fuck up my aura
And now i feel bad because i'm complaining and getting mad and shit but man
Jae think that shit funny asl and i almost boxed him in his fucking throat when he started laughing
He don't even give good advice, he told me he would cheat so fast. I almost kicked tf out of him
Shit got me acting violent asl
Is this a medical problem ? i'm bout to go to the hospital
Ight let me stop i'm od
"Zion"
"Yo"? i looked up at Nyairi
"Come here"
I got up and followed her to the room
"What"?
"You wanna have sex"?
"Girl what"? i made a face
"Do you wanna fuck"? she said
"Like .. rn"?
"Yes rn"
"Idk" i mumbled
I do but where tf this come from
"Ain't nobody here but us" she said
