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Nyairi.
"Zionnnnn"
"What"? he mumbled looking up from my ipad
He always on it playing on this drawing thing i got
He real good at drawing and shit
"You okay"? i asked
He been so off lately, not really talking or acting like himself
"Yea" he said looking back at the ipad
"Ughhh omg whats wrongggg"
He didn't respond
"You mad"?
No response
"You mad at me"?
No response
"You sad"?
No response, but this time he got up and put my ipad down before walking out the room
I didn't do anything so i'm confused
I grabbed my ipad and pen and looked at the drawing
It wasn't finished so i saved it and got up walking after him
"Zion what's your problem"? i asked seeing him put his shoes on
"Nothing, you didn't do anything i just don't wanna be bothered" he said
Imma just ignore them sitting here listening to our conversation in the kitchen
"Okayyy .. what's wrong"? i asked as he got up
"Nothing Nyairi" he said looking at me
"Learn how to give people space, it ain't no hard feelings or nun but give me some space" he said quietly cause he knew they was listening
"Ight" i mumbled
I'm too clingy frl ?
He left and i sighed before plopping on the couch
"Heyyyyy" Satouri said in a high pitch voice before sitting next to me
"I'm clingy"? i asked
"Well .. when you really close with somebody you do like to be around them 24/7 and some people is okay with that but to a certain extent" she said
"He probably just wants some space to clear his head"
"I guess" i mumbled laying my head on her
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Zion.
My aura is all the way fucked up. It's not even fucked up it's damaged. Scratch that it's broken.
I got on my new skateboard and went to the park
Once i got there i found a bench and went in my book bag and grabbed a blunt
I really hate smoking but i don't know no other way to clear my head
I do .. but this works too
One turned in two , before i knew it was faded asl
Not the good faded either. The "i'm too deep in my feelings about to cry" faded
I grabbed my skateboard and held it and started walking
Idk where but i don't feel like going home and Nyairi is gonna do to much rn trying to see if i'm okay
I turned my phone on dnd and turned my music on
