Journal entries

Friday December 6, 2021 10:28pm Entry #3

I hate myself.

Everyone hates me.

I have no good qualities.

I talk too much. My voice is too high. I'm too loud. I'm annoying. I have a unibrow. My hair is ugly. My legs are too skinny. My feet are too long and skinny. I'm not curvy. My boobs are too small. My butt isn't big enough. My teeth are ugly and yellow. I don't have a nice smile. My face is uneven.

I'm dumb.

I'm weird.

Everyone hates me.

I wish I could change everything about myself.

Why was i made like this?

I thought I was pretty. People finally started saying what they actually thought of me.

I wish they didn't. I wish they would just lie to my face.

Nobody is ever happy. If I wear something tight I get called too skinny. If I wear something loose I get made fun of.

What the fuck do you want from me?

I'm trying to do things that I think you would like just so you can leave me alone.

I used to love myself. I used to think I was perfect. But now I see myself how everyone else sees me.

Why am I like this?

Why would anyone want to put up with me?

I'm an asshole. I'm not even nice. Not only am I ugly, but I have a terrible personality. I'm a terrible person.

Harry Styles would hate me.

I don't blame him.

It's hard not to hate someone when they have no likable qualities.

I can't wait to die.

10:40pm

A/N
sorry about that one girlbosses. starting high school is a really scary thing. the kids are assholes. please don't let anyones opinions of you get to your head.

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drink your water and eat something. you deserve it.

until next time. byeeee!!