Criminal Minds Imagines (Discontinued)

Alex Blake x Reader

Y/n's POV

Packing my bags I look around our once shared apartment one last time to check that I haven't left anything I close my bag before looking at my left hand, more specifically the ring that rests on my ring finger. My engagement ring, slowly taking it off I place it next to the letter that I had written and left on the table ready for Alex to read. It broke my heart leaving but I had to, I can't take anymore of being ignored and dismissed all the time. I know that she didn't mean it but I was so lonely, even when she was here she had barely any time for me and I would only ever really see her at night as she climbed into bed and proceeded to fall asleep straight away. Meanwhile, I would lay there and gaze at her sleeping body with silent tears falling down my face until I finally fell asleep. No, I couldn't continue living like that and had decided that it was best that I leave. Sighing I grab my bag and leave the apartment locking the door behind me and slipping it through the gap at the bottom of the door. Leaving the building I put my stuff in my car and drive off to my parents who had told me I could stay with them until I figured out what I was going to do.

Alex's POV

Leaving the FBI building I rush to my car hoping that I could beat the traffic and get home to my beautiful fiance, y/n. I've hardly had any time to spend with her recently and I really want to make it up to her, I've seen how hurt she is by the fact that I'm hardly there and I've heard her crying when she thinks that I'm asleep and I hate that I'm making her feel like that. Quickly driving to the apartment complex I park and almost jump out of the car in order to get in quicker. Climbing the stairs I grin to myself as I unlock the door and step in, only to feel something under my right foot. Bending down to pick whatever it was up I'm confused when I see y/n's key and finally look around the apartment finding nothing but emptiness where her things should be. Stepping further into the room I spot a letter folded on the table with her engagement ring laying beside it. Grabbing the letter with shaking hands I sit down to read it. 

Dear Alex,

If you're reading this then I've finally had enough and left. I need you to know that I love you, more than you could ever know but I can't take being alone anymore. I'm tired of never seeing you and even when I do see you your busy with one thing or another. I'm tired of crying myself to sleep every night while you sleep peacefully beside me. I know that your job asks a lot of you and I love how devoted you are to it but sometimes it feels like you completely forget about me. There have been many times where you've come home late and rambled on about how you had drinks with the team when you could have had a nice dinner at home with me. I'm so glad that you get on with the team and I know that I sound selfish with this but I wish that you could just tell them that you need to come home to me.

I love you to the moon and back Alex and that's why it's been so hard for me to make this decision but I've packed my stuff and will be staying with my parents until I figure things out. If you want to fix this then please try, I don't want this to be the end but unless you can prove that things will change it might be.

Love always,

Y/n

There were teardrops scattered on the page and some of the writing was shaky proving just how upset she had been when she wrote this and I could feel my own tears race down my cheeks while I tried to steady my own hands. She left and it was all my fault, I had pushed her away too much and she had left. Running a shaky hand through my hair I quickly drop the letter, grab the ring and run out of the apartment again as I knew that I had to try and save my relationship. Bolting out of the apartment complex I quickly slide into my car and drive to the local flower shop to get her a mix of roses and lilies before speeding off to her parents house. Pulling up outside I grab the flowers and make a beeline for the front door only for it to be pulled open by y/n's dad as he stepped outside, closing the door behind him.