I'm yours if you're mine | Mattheo Riddle x Reader

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TW: Mention of blood,selfharm, anxiety etc

"Fucking hell Mattheo!" I yelled as I saw three deep scars, one on his stomach and two on his chest, dried blood covering almost his whole body

"What the fuck happened?"

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Mattheo pov;

Fuck, fuck, fuck

Anxiety was creeping inside of me, my hands shaky, my deep thoughts circling my head and not leaving me, I had made a huge mistake.

There was no fucking point of lying anymore.

I loved Isabella Parkinson, but my stupid ass decided to toss it away.. I never realised how much she meant to me, how crazy she drove me, how fucking sexy she was..until she left. She had me wrapped around her finger without her knowing..

I never wanted to loose her, but it was for her own good because I'm Mattheo Riddle and everyone thinks the worst of me.. and I am a terrible person.. just like my father. I never wanted to be my father.

What people don't realise about me is that I'm actually intelligent.. not just this sexy fuck boy.. I have other personalities and the only one who saw that was Bella.. she actually loved me.

Everything was my fault.

It was getting harder to breath and I ran to the boys bathroom, I felt myself get sweaty and I splashed cold water against my face and I grabbed the knife and pulled up my sleeve which had the cursed mark on it.

I didn't want it anymore.. I wanted it gone

I put the knife on my skin where my mark was and blood was approaching as I pulled it slowly.. "fuck" i whimpered as tears began streaming down my face

Suddenly the door burst open

I threw the knife across the room and I turned around to see Draco Malfoy standing in fury

"Well if it isn't Mr though guy.." Draco began

"Get the fuck out Malfoy."

"You made Bella miserable." Draco replied coldly "How can you fucking fuck her sister Riddle?!" Draco yelled

"Malfoy I beg you. Leave me the fuck alone."

I wasn't going to leave, I could see his hand in one of his pockets and he drew his wand yelling "Expelliarmus!"

"Protego" I said just in time.. fuck

"Malfoy I beg you.. leave."

He paused for a second.

And then he yelled

"Incendio!"

I tried dodging the spells but he kept yelling out new ones until he had hit me "Sectumsempra!" It feelt like three knives had cut through my whole body, I felt myself collapse to the floor and I heard a blurry voice yell "Shit!" and then everything turned into pure darkness

Was I dead?

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I woke up to see Isabella and her friends stand by Draco, I couldn't help but feel jealousy as I saw Isabella hold Dracos pale hand.. I knew he had a thing for her. And he would probably treat her better then I ever would. But I wanted her to myself.. she's all I could think about. I hate seeing her with my brother, I hate the fact that he gets to touch her and hold her and love her.. even though it was all an act and I hated him for it.

I watched Isabella from distance and I admired how she looked, she was beautiful and she would always be. Draco had a pleased smirk on his face, he was pleased that she was 'taking care' of him.