I'm yours if you're mine | Mattheo Riddle x Reader

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TW: Mention of suicide, death, a suicide note and attempt of suicide.

Draco pov;

I was going to my dormitory before I would check up on Bella, it was almost a routine, I'll be honest I was scared for her mental health. Once Pucey said those words she immediately shut down. All the colours in her face disappeared, as if she was already dead.

I changed into some comfortable clothes and then saw something on my nightstand "a note?" I said quietly to myself.. seeing that it was assigned to me. Although it didn't say from who.

I opened the note whilst looking around me to see if anyone was around, as I opened it, it read;

'Hey Draco..

Thank you for everything, thank you for letting me into your home when I needed you the most. Thank you for taking care of me knowing how much pain we both were in.

I love you but I cannot bare to live this way anymore, I want to live in a world without pain and suffering, a world were him and I are meant to be..I just can't do it anymore.

All the pain is taking a toll on me, I know it's only gone a few hours but it's like I can't breathe... my body simply won't nor can't function.

I don't see a reason to live anymore. I need the pain to stop, I need everything to stop.

This has nothing to do with you, you were amazing, everything a friend could ask for.. I just simply do not deserve it.

Tell Pansy and Enzo that I love them even if they ignored me for months haha.

I'll be by my favourite place one last time.

Thank you for being my brother.

I love you Draco.

-Isabella Parkinson'

My heart instantly sank. "No.. no no no no. Fuck!" I yelled tossing the note to the ground, panicking. I ran to the girl's dormitory, banging on the door were Bellas dormitory was "Open the fucking door!!" I exclaimed as tears were streaming from my face.

The door was opened by Pansy "What the fuck-"
"Where the fuck is Bella?!" I exclaimed "Why do you-" I pushed her aside looking around desperately to see her face "Bella?! Isabella?!" I cried.

"She's not fucking here Malfoy what is it?!"

"She's going to kill herself Pansy!" I exclaimed in her face, Pansy's facial expressions immediately changed "What..?"

"Move the fuck out of my way!" I yelled pushing her aside running out of the common room, I ran as quickly as I could, making my way through the crowds yelling her name desperately. People were whispering and talking loudly about something although I couldn't focus. "Oh no no no.." I kept saying while running.

I accidentally ran into someone "M-Malfoy!" He exclaimed happily as he saw me "Move the fuck out of my way-" I turned to see Mattheo Riddle standing before me. "M-Mattheo.."

"What's going on brother?"

My focus immediately came back and I started panicking once more "Bella-" I was panting "Astronomy tower- she's- she's going to kill herself.." I panted, Mattheo's face became serious. I saw panic in his eyes. He had battle scars all over him.

"Oi! Give me your fucking broom!" Mattheo yelled at one of the hufflepuff's quidditch players "What- no?!" The Hufflepuff player said "Fuck you!" Mattheo yelled and took the broomstick aggressively from his hands and punched him into the wall, I also took one from his friend and we flew on them, making our way to the astronomy tower. Bella's favourite place.

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Mattheo pov;

The question remains unanswered... why would she want to kill herself?

This was a matter of time and death. There was no time to loose, I had to do everything in my power to save her, my heart was beating faster than ever.. I was feeling this liquid from my eyes, something I rarely had anymore. Tears. "No no no please!" I exclaimed franticly

Panicking I began flying towards the astronomy tower with Draco on my tail. The rain was pouring, my clothes were drenched and so was my hair, I was cold, shivering and yet all I could think about was Isabella. I needed her. My heart was still beating for her.. it's almost fate.

We were reaching the Astronomy tower, I could see Bella in the distance standing there on the edge, looking around.. she had completely lost herself. I couldn't recognise her. "There she is!" I cried.

Bella took a step forward and loosened her grip of the tower, making herself fall.. deeper and deeper. I saw red, panicking my instinct was to save her. "Fuck!"

I took out my wand yelling "Wingadium leviosa!" aiming it at her and I had caught her just centimetres of the ground.

"Oh my-" I said out loud, as my tears were blending in with the strong rain.

Panting, i swooped her up in my arms..

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Isabella pov;

I felt a tight grip around my waist, a cold breath fanning my neck sending shivers down my spine. "Oh god.. fuck.. my love? Isabella?!" A familiar voice echoed in my head "Isabella?! Can you hear me?!" .....Mattheo, I smiled weakly "h-heaven" I managed to say "No no no Isabella, I'm here" He said holding me tightly against his chest "Isabella" I opened my eyes, seeing Mattheo's panicked brown eyes before me, his beautiful brown eyes shining with tears. His hair wet from the rain as well as his clothes.

"Oh my love... I'm so so sorry" he whispered, kissing my forehead "I'm so sorry" he kept repeating, I put my weak hand against his cheek "Mattheo?" I whispered "Yes darling, I-I'm here" he cried, my weak smile grew although I felt very weak.

"I-I'm here" he cried, I felt tears form into my eyes "no no.. y-you're dead" I said, I couldn't believe what I was seeing "I'm real Isabella, I-I promise" he said taking my hand in his kissing it "S-See?" He stuttered.

"I'm so sorry for all the pain I've caused you my love" Mattheo said crying into his palm, tears began streaming from my face, I sat up a little straighter. "Oh my god.. Mattheo" I finally believed what I was seeing "Y-you're real!" I exclaimed pulling him closer to me "Yes I am" he said smiling with tears in his eyes, I put my palms on his cheeks and put his soft lips on mine, I kissed him for what felt like an eternity.. I wished it was.

"I'm so sorry Isabella, for everything, I'm so sorry" he repeated as he wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me into his embrace, hugging me tightly.

"What made you want to do this my love?" He whispered in my ear "Why would you do this?" He kept repeating, I couldn't answer, all the pain inside me was making me suffer "I'm sorry Isabella" he repeated, suddenly I began to sob into his shoulder "I love you so much my love, I'm so sorry Isabella" he continued, as if he was ashamed. I couldn't help but feel some sort of guilt.

I brushed Mattheo's tears of his face whilst sobbing and kissed his forehead softly "shh.." I whispered and put my head on his chest as we calmed each other down, the rain still pouring, but we didn't care. We had each other now and no one was going to take that from us.

"I love you so much" Mattheo said.