I'm yours if you're mine | Mattheo Riddle x Reader

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"Push me again, I dare you" Mattheo said aggressively as he had pushed my body up against the cold stone wall

"What are you going to do, huh? Kill me? Please do! Be my fucking guest." I said as I pushed him back though he barely budged

He sighed heavily and stared into my eyes with his eyes narrowed, he pushed me against the wall once again but this time making me loose my breath, I coughed "What the fuck Riddle?!" I exclaimed

"Be on your best behaviour Parkinson or I'll—"

"OH MY GOD!" I heard someone in the crowd "YEAH!" I heard someone else scream "GET INTO IT"

I pushed Mattheo aside as I was curious to what was going on, I walked into the crowd to see Tom making out with Astoria Greengrass. I felt my heart drop.

"I fucking told you." Mattheo taunted, I impulsively slapped him across the face "I don't want to hear you fucking bullshit Mattheo!" I cried, I felt tears form in my eyes, Mattheo looked at me shocked.

"I-I"

I walked over to Tom and Astoria "Oh hi Tom, what a pleasure it is to see you!" I said sarcastically, Tom turned around stunned "I- Bella i-it isn't what it looks like-"

"Oh really?! I think it's exactly what it looks like" I yelled in his face, I decided to go up on a table, I wanted to make an announcement.

"Bella get off!" I heard Mattheo, but I ignored him.
I laughed historically "To believe that I fell in love with two Riddles" I started laughing again "You know what Astoria? I'm happy for you, because you deserve to be with a cheating scumbag!" I yelled

The crowd started laughing "Excuse me?!" Astoria said, I laughed once again as I almost fell of the table "You bloody heard me" I chuckled "Also Tom" I said now going of the table and picking up a drink "Maybe I should put some makeup on her? So she at least looks pretty when you decide to fuck her!" I exclaimed throwing the drink in his face

"OOOOHHHH" I heard the people around us

Astoria let out a loud "ugh!" And Tom gasped as he was now drenched in alcohol, I on the other hand had by now taken like eight shots and I was really drunk. I felt a hand on my arm and started dragging me away "come on your drunk" I heard the voice as Mattheo's "But I don't want toooooo" I said as I started laughing for no reason, maybe this was my way to cope with what I was feeling? I mean I had already cried enough today, I wanted to cry, but it felt like I didn't have more tears left to cry? If that makes sense

"Bella your drunk love, come on let's go to the Astronomy tower" Mattheo said huskily

"Oh my god the Astronomy tower! My favourite place" I said in an awe as Mattheo dragged me out of the common room, shortly after we arrived at the astronomy tower and now we had to go up the stairs

"Mattheoooo"

"Hm?"

"Carry me? Please" I said while holding my arms up in the air "For fucks sake Bella" Mattheo said "Pleaseeeee" I begged

"Fine" he replied now carrying me in bridal-style up the stairs, Mattheo placed me down against a wall as I felt the late night air hit my face slowly, suddenly I felt a smell of smoke "You smoking weed?" I asked clumsily

"Yeah? What about it?"

"Can I have some?"

"No, your fucking drunk"

"Oh come on! I just got cheated on give me some slack" I said crossing my arms "Fine, but only this once" he walked over to me and sat down next to me, he tilted my head up and gave me the weed, and I took a blow. I inhaled the weed and exhaled it like it was normal "you've done this before huh?"

"With you" I replied

"Oh yeah.." he said now putting the weed on his lips and taking a puff. "Fuck." He whimpered "what's wrong?" I asked

"It's nothing love, don't worry" he whispered as he took another puff. "If you say so" I replied tiredly as I laid my head on his shoulder. To be honest I was to drunk to even think of what I was doing nor what Mattheo was saying.

Slowly I felt myself drift away into my sleep, my eyes shutting, yet I was still laying on Mattheo's shoulder. I had fallen asleep on him.

Mattheo pov;

"Bella um I- oh" I said surprised by the fact that Bella had fallen asleep on me. She was really the most beautiful girl I had ever seen. I couldn't help but think about when Bella said that she had once loved me.

But I can't be with her, my father would kill me, or even worse her.. I loved her to much to see her suffer. Yes, I'll admit I love her.. and I may or may not have called her a whore and that everyone uses her for her body but that was the only thing that made her stay away.. but the more we were apart to more my heart ached

Every time I was with Pansy I always thought about Bella and how different it would be if I was with her.

What if I had never had the dark lord as my father.. what if I wasn't a death eater? Would everything be normal?

I missed these small moments we used to have.

I missed the fact that she was my territory.. no one's but mine.

Yes, I was in love with Isabella Parkinson and at this point, I'll do anything in my power to make her like me again.

Eventually as I had already realised that Bella had fallen asleep, I kissed her forehead and lay her head in my thighs so she could rest, I also gave her my jacket so she wouldn't freeze when she woke up.

You might think of me as the bipolar son of a bitch that always changes how he feels about Bella but if I'm going to be honest, nothing ever changed.

"Sleep tight love" I whispered slowly and a few minutes later, I had also fallen asleep.

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2:26 am Isabella pov;

I woke up to Mattheo by my side, although shaking and shivering like crazy. Why were we on the astronomy tower? I thought it was a dream? To be honest I was half awake and half asleep and also hung over, great combo isn't it?

"Mattheo" I whispered in attempt to wake him
up, he was extremly cold as I said he was shivering.

"Hm?" Mattheo said now waking up "Your really cold, we should go to our dorms" I said now all awake "Do we have to?" Mattheo said looking extremely tired

"Well yeah?" I chuckled "Come on" I said pulling him up and we started walking down the stairs, in a few minutes we eventually reached the common room "pureblood" I said the password in tiredness.

"Um, Mattheo. I know it might be weird but, can I sleep in your dorm?" I asked

"I- um yeah sure" he replied almost looking startled "I really don't want to see Pansy nor Astoria right now" I said, awkward

"I get it, let's go love" he said as we were walking towards his dormitory, he opened the door slowly and shortly we realised that Tom wasn't in there "He's sleeping over at somebody's probably" Mattheo said now taking of his shirt and pants without caring that I was there

"Oh for fucks sakes Bella you've already seen me naked" he said rolling his eyes and laughing at me "oh fuck off." I replied

"Here" he said throwing his boxers and a hoodie for me to borrow, he was wearing a pair of shorts, just that. "Thanks"

I started changing quickly and once I was done I threw myself on the bed immediately out of exhaustion "fuck my head hurts" I whimpered "come here" he said pulling me close into his chest "just relax and go to sleep it will be hell in the morning" he said, both of us chuckling quietly at his comment

"Goodnight love" Mattheo whispered

"Night" I replied flustered and slowly falling asleep after.

I know this sounds crazy but in a way I feel safer around Mattheo, I know I should be hating him but it's impossible to do so.. sometimes you just want to punch the shit out of him but in the end I always end up softening up to him. I don't love him. I don't think I will in a long time, but there is a possibility.

Right person, wrong time..