Jaehyun Oneshots ♡💖

Will I find you ? 💧⚠️

TW MENTIONS OF BLOOD,SELFHARM,DEATH
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I hope I find you some day
Even though I don't know when that Is
Will it even happen...or will it ever ?

You just take your headphones down. and put your head on the table at the cafe,It was your aunts cafe so you could stay there whenever you want.

"Are you okay y/n ?" She sits next to and brushes your hair out of your face watching the rain slowly trickle down the window
"I...I-dont even know" you say

"Oh come here" she says and you both just hug
'What's wrong" she says
"Will I ever find someone ?" You say
"I'm sure you will y/n give it time don't let everything come to you so fast and why you say that ?" She questions

"Its just that I see everyone your kids my siblings My friends Even thier friends getting married or having a child or just somthing exciting in thier life but me...Just a girl who has no life and no experience no one to Approach no one to come home to no one to even talk to but you since you not always busy" you say to her

"Love will come to you some day and don't worry I'll be praying don't you worry honey everything will be fine"
She says and grabs your hand and puts an Envelope in it
"What Auntie no no I don't need this"
"For helping me keep the shop Occupied for me now go buy somthing for yourself okay" she smiles and walks on you out to the door.
"Thank you so much auntie" you hug her again and then Take your umbrella out take a nice walk in the rain.

You admit your life was pretty lonely but you enjoyed it but it turned you into a person who you hid from everyone.
You smoked a lot almost 3 packs a day so you just limited yourself 1/2
You knew it can kill you but you would rather die slowly than just killing your self in a snap.
You went to therapy twice a week but you eventually stopped yourself from paying because it wasnt even doing you anything,You called the Suicide prevention line too it I guess kinda helped but it wasnt enough that you were looking for.

You were in your apartment building and enter your House you wrote your note and headed to the roof
In your pockets you had your Key,Lighter,cigarettes,and your necklace.
It feels like you were getting light headed
You walked over to the edge and getting up on it and sitting down peacefully smoking while smiling the pain away.
You hung your head low and swang you legs over the edge,your eyes slowly closing

LIGHTS OUT
...

You suddenly wake up in someone's room in a embrace,Arms all bandaged up from harming yourself and that's all you could think of your body was so numb it was so unbelievably comfortable... like you have been missing this forever your finally in hea-

Sike

"Your awake" the Chest started talking
"Am I dead" you say
"I saved you"he says