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A DARK DESIRE (Kilgrave x reader)

the reader can't help how she feels about Kilgrave. instead of watching him, she decides to have fun with him. The reader knows what he has done but can't control the way he makes her feel.

TW: mention of rape, dirty talk, SMUT

⚠️DO NOT READ IF THIS MAKES YOU UNCOMFORTABLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!⚠️

You and Jessica have been best friends since birth. You were there for her when her family died and there when Trish's mother was acting crazy. You always had her back. And you didn't stop trying to help her when she just vanished when she was being controlled by Kilgrave and when she retreated into herself after the accident. Every time Jessica would yell at you to go away you would just tell her to stop being stupid and that you were never leaving her.

She eventually stopped yelling at you whenever you showed up at her front door. Maybe she was finally opening up to you. Thou it was more likely that she got tired of yelling at you and you ignore her. When Kilgrave came back she tried pushing you away again but you swore to her that you were never going to let the creep get her again.

And somehow we ended up here. Kilgrave inside the soundproof box and hooked up to an electroshock button and you on the outside desperately wanting to fuck the man. You felt awful. What kind of friend wants to sleep with the man that kidnapped, tortured, manipulated, and raped your best friend. You tried to lie to Jessica and tell her that you didn't feel safe in the same room as him even if he couldn't use his powers but then she looked at you. She had the same look in her eye when the two of you were 12 and had accidentally broken a vase in her house. She was scared too.

"I need you to watch him just for a couple of hours. He can't get to you or use you. And if you ever feel unsafe just zap his ass," she said hoping to convince you to stay and watch the person she hated most in the world.

At least until she finds out how you feel about Kevin Thompson. When she left you felt his eye burn on your skin. Just knowing he was looking at you made you wet. 'This can't happen you thought. You knew you needed to do something to keep your mind from thinking about him using you in every way imaginable. Of how you wanted to be fucked against the glass or on the floor completely soaked. His hands touched every last inch of your body before his mouth did the same.

Your dark fantasies were interrupted by a soft tapping. Kilgrave was standing by the glass in his dark suit that darkened even more from the water. He was standing there with a smile and he gave a small wave. You tried to ignore him again but he was persistent. He indicated that he wanted to talk to you. Even though you knew it would get you in trouble you turned on his mic.

"Hello, y/n," he said slowly.

The deepness of his voice was so sweet and sexy it did things to you. You had to clench your legs together to alleviate the pain between your legs. His eyes traveled down and watched as you forced your legs together. You suddenly remembered that the table you were sitting at didn't have a front and he could see you.

"What's wrong," he asked in a teasing manner. He suspected what it was. Kilgrave noticed how you become uncomfortable whenever he was near. But it wasn't like Jessica or Patsy who hated him and it was like his former victims who feared him. You wanted him. It was strange. You willingly wanted him. No matter how many times he lied to himself about how Jessica wanted him, he knew no one ever acted like that when he walked into the room.

"Shut up," you responded.

But a small laugh escaped his lips and damn was it the most beautiful sound you had ever heard. The feeling between your legs grew so you tried to close your legs more but there was only so much you could do.

"Fine," he seceded, "but I am a bit peckish. I would like that burger now please."

Alarms started to go off in your head. 'I shouldn't feed him. He is a monster.' You thought trying to convince yourself to let him starve. 'But Jessica needed him alive.' You realized knowing he needs to eat. 'If I bring him the food I have to get close to him.' You thought disgustingly. 'If I bring him the food I get to get close to him that thought defiantly did not come from your brain.