Shit.. is rough

266 8 8
                                    

Y/N's pov:

*I hug Moony tightly. I've been hugging for a few minutes* ^I wish i could make him feel better...^

Moony: *looks up to me and laughs a bit, but not happy laugh, sad one*"I must look so pathetic to yo-?!"

*I grab his face* "No! No you don't.. Like.. it must have hurt a lot. So you don't need to say that, okay?" *i say as i tear up more*

Moony: "O-oh shit!" *sits up better infront of me, he looks so huge now. He grabs my face gently* "I am so sorry, firefly! I didn't realize you were crying.."*he says worried*

*I look at Moon and smile then chuckling a bit* "Don't worry, Moony.. I'm alright. I'm just worried about you.." *i say smiling*

Moony: "Y-you are.. worried about me?" *he asks carefully. I just nod to him*
"Why?"

"Oh.. Because i like you a lot! I'm not sure if you remember me but-" *i look in my bag trying to find it, then i take out two plushies, Sun and Moon* "I kept them.. And you two inspired me to work with children.."

Moon's pov:

*I look at plushies, then y/n scanning their face* "Oh! It's you!" *i say happily and hug Y/N again* "I thought.. you would have forgot us. It's been years anyway" *i say happily, but i'm really confused* ^They.. don't seem scared, even after i told them all of that.. Weird^

In their thoughts:

Moon: ^They.. really came to work here with us.. Holy shit!^

Sun: ^Hey! Language.. And yeah of course. I think they really thought of fondly about us, about you. Don't question me again, Moony!^

Moon: ^Yeah yeah.. shut up now. I can't hear Y/N over you screaming!^

Sun: ^Oh~ Someone likes the-^

Moon: ^Oh shut the fuck up! Like i haven't heard your thoughts.."

Y/N's pov:

*I've been hugging Moony for a while now. He seemed like they didn't want to let go* "Uh.. Moon i have something for you.." *i say nervously* ^Wow.. He doesn't wanna let go at all. I guess he has been lonely all this time.."

*He let's go after a few seconds and being a bit sad that hug had to stop. I go to my bag again, i put my plushies in my back take out a drawing* "Here.. I thought to give it to you both on first day working here, but you weren't here so i thought i'd give it now"

Moon: *silently takes a drawing and looks at it*

"Uh.. It's okay ofc if you don't like it or if Sun doesn't like it!" *i say quickly nervously* ^I hope it's not weird..^ *i think to myself. I suddenly feel nervous..?*

Moon: No, we love it. It's lovely♡ *smiles lovely*

*I look back at to Moon with a confused look. I get instantly red, when i realize what he said* "O-oh really? I'm glad.." *i say a bit nervouness in my voice*

Moon: *Suddenly comes close to me* "Oh~" *grabs my face gently* "Why so red, Y/N?♡" *grins. Decided to tease a little*

*I blush a lot more and look at Moon shyly* ^Wh-what?!! W-what the fuck is happening?!!^ *I scream inside my head panicking*

Moon: *stares at you grinning* "Perhaps.. You feel shy? Don't you~?" *he says sweetly*

*I look at Moon, not knowning what to do* "Moon.. uhm yeah i-i feel shy, but you are too close" *i say, feeling anxious. Sometimes i don't even know how i feel*

Moon: "O-oh! I'm so sorry!" *he backs off a bit* "Sorry about that. I didn't mean to make you uncomfortable, starlight.

"O-oh! Don't worry.. I'm sorry. I'm not sure how i feel about.. this or y-yeah.." *i say nervously* ^Why my heart is pounding so fast?!^ *i think as i still panic a bit*

Moon: ^.. Cute..^*thinks while you panic*

"OH! Uhm.. What do you wanna do??" *i ask quickly changing subject* ^Why i feel so nervous?!^ *i think while my heart keep pounding on fastly*

In their thoughts again..~

Moon: ^I wanna tease them..^

Sun: ^No! Don't you dare!^

Moon: ^What? What if i do?? You can't really do anything~^

Sun: ^AAAA! Please, don't do anything.. They said that you were too close too^

Moon: ^Hmm.. maybe they feel nervous about us? Don't you wanna know how they feel??^

Sun: ^Oh shut up already..://^

Moon: ^Hahahah!^

Moon's pov:

"Hmm.. Well let's go put this drawing up" *i say happily and stand up with drawing in my hand*

Y/N: Oh okay..! *gets up* "Are we going to put it on wall, where are those other drawings?"

//That wall is where they put kids' drawings to show everyone. It's arts and crafts corner//

Moon: "Oh no, we are gonna put it in some place special~" *i say as i step closer to Y/N* "Come on, i will help you get there" *i say smiling and lift up so i can carry them*

Y/N: "Huh..?" *starteled. Looks up to Moony blushing, then away* ^Holy shit.. They are stron- Ofc they are! Thry are animatronic^

Moony: *I look at them and feel happy* ^It's weird how nice they are.. Usually workers are mean to us^ *i think and look then up. Rope kind of thing comes down from ceiling. I hook it on me* "Be ready, starlight~" *i suddenly jump. We start flying. I hold Y/N tightly*

Y/N: *I look at rope thingy to come down from ceiling confused* ^What is he gonna do with that??^ *i look at Moon* "Be ready for whaaAAAAAT?!!!!^ *we suddenly launch into air as i scream terrified. I grab onto Moon.. Then we fly in the air calmly* "... Holy shit.." *i mumble quietly. I look down then quickly away* "O-okay.. we are pretty high.." *i hold onto Moon just tighter*

Moon: *I look at starlight and then away snickering a bit*

Y/N: "Hey don't laugh! That was terrifying.."

Moon: "Sorry, Starlight. You were just cute.." *i say smirking. We are flying towards Mine and Sun's balcony which lead to our room*

Y/N: *blushes and looks away* "... Y'know.. This is really cool. I'm really happy that i got to meet you again. Ofc Sunny too. I-i was just really worried what could have happened to you.."

Moon: *I look at to starlight.. I blush too. I feel butterflies in my stomach hatch* "Oh.. Well it's nice to see you too, starlight. And yeah.. But i'm here now" *i smile to Y/N.. but i inside i feel bad about everything*

Y/N: "Yeah.. I didn't mean that. I was worried that you would have been scra-"

Moon: "Shut up! Just.. shut the fuck up.." *we fly to balcony and i land onto it letting Y/N down. I walk down steps to our room and go to wall. I put drawing up there. I stand there my back at to Y/N.. Tears start to form again* "You don't know how it feels.." *I quickly turn to look at Y/N angrily* "Y-you don't know how it fucking feels!" *i scream at Y/N* "You don't know how it feels! I-i.." *i fall on my knees and cover my face*
"I-I NEVER MEANT TO HURT THE KID!!" *i cry out.. So many feelings are coming out after years of feeling guilty and trapped inside alone. Sun didn't help much.. He wanted to keep kids safe.. I've have kept these feelings to myself.. it hurts...
But.. suddenly.. i feel warm hug..*

Y/N: "I-i.. I'm here.."

*I hug Y/N tightly and cry into their shirt* ^Shit.. i feel so dumb..^



Be continued~♡



My note!^^♡:

Hellooo! I dunno if this guud or not but eh i tried my best lol.. i hope ya like it anyway!^^♡
And uuh thank you so much reading and supporting my weird little story

Word count: 1335


Sundrop/Moondrop x Y/NWhere stories live. Discover now