My Heart Beats For You

Dooriyan

“Please don’t come in front of me that day else I won’t be able sing”

Sid’s pov
This words were constantly ringing in my mind, how much our equation has been changed like she used to say me that she want to see me in front of her only then she will be able to sing and now how fast the night change but it’s ok if she doesn’t want I won’t come in front of her but this doesn’t mean that I will not hear her song I will definitely come for her and see her from the position where she won’t be able to see me…
I sighed and got it was a long and tiring and I need to need to catch some sleep now as I have my flight tomorrow morning my heart pains with thought of leaving her but I have to do this because of professional commitments and maybe this physical distance and get us emotional close…
End of pov

Sana went to her room and started crying she knew her words must have hurt Sid she was one who earlier told him to stay by her side always, to stay in front of her eyes when she will sing but now the situation has changed now if now she will see him then she will get all that flashback memories and she might breakdown on stage but now she doesn’t want to fall weak she wants to stay strong and she knew for that she needs to stay as much as away from him…sighing she close her eyes to fall into an oblivion.

Next day
Sid got ready to leave for his training Sukh ji had told him that he will accompany him to the airport but he wanted to meet Shehnaaz before going he went to her room and saw her sleeping, he moved closer and noticed that she is shutting her eyes very tightly which gave him the idea that she is faking her sleep he sighs and sat beside her “Sanu” he said lovingly caressing her hairs but she still maintained her act “ Sanu I am going….please talk to me once before leaving” he said and kissed her forehead but she still didn’t budge, Sid sighed “I know you are not sleeping…. I just want to say you that I will miss you…. And if you want to talk or if you will face any kind of problem then please feel free to call me I will be always available for you as you are my first priority and yes all the best for your competition” he said and got up kissing her forehead
He went towards the door and once again saw her sleeping figure he wanted to hug her before leaving which is not possible he went down

As soon as Sid left Sana opened her eyes and let the tear fall from it “I will miss you too Sid” she whispered she too wanted to hug him tightly before his departure, she wanted to spend quality time with him but all she did is ignoring him and hurting him.

Sid went down took blessing from Sukh ji

“from today you are joining your new journey and I know you will excel in it too…my blessing are always there for you”

“thankyou uncle for everything after loosing my parents I didn’t have anyone for me but you kept me in your home and you and Sana made me feel loved and worth I will be always grateful to you for everything and especially for giving me a person like Sanu in my life”

“Sid what are you saying bache?... maine tujhe aur Sanu ko kabhi alag nahi smjha hai tu mera beta hai….you don’t have to grateful to me”

“it’s your greatness uncle that you didn’t acknowledge your help otherwise who keeps their driver’s son in their home….”

“na beta… don’t say like that I have never considered your father as driver he was my great friend bhot kamal ke advice deta tha mujhe about life and even about business and what is this…. Is this the time to talk about such things” he said wiping his tears which came out of Sid eyes unknowingly
“aur Sanu kaha hai vo aayi nahi abhi tac?” asked Sukh ji looking at the stairs

“umm she is sleeping”

“areey but why? You are leaving today so she should come to see you off”

“no uncle its fine I think we shouldn’t disturb her sleep” Sid said giving him a small smile

“Sid, is she still upset now? Should I talk to her? I will make her understand…”

“no no uncle please its fine I will make her understand myself” he said and sukh ji nodded they left for the airport Sukh ji returned home and saw Sana sitting in the swing in their garden she looked pale and lost in some thoughts Sukh ji went towards her and placed his hand on her head gaining her attention she looked up and smiled at him
He sat beside her “Sanu you got up late… are you fine?” he asked

“Yes papa I am absolutely fine I was just feeling sleepy as last night I slept late”
“but Sana you should have come with us to see off Sid….he was looking sad… I know you guys had a fight and he misbehaved with you but that one fight can’t change the fact how much he love and cares for you….beta you both are childhood friends and now he needed you support on his new journey aur tujhe usse ache se baat krni chahiye thi tujhe usse encourage krna chahiye tha beta hum hi toh uski family hai na you shouldn’t let this small fight come between you both” he said which made Sana guilty she nodded slightly while Sukh ji kissed her hairs and left

“papa doesn’t know the whole matter that’s why he is saying that it’s a small fight, only I know that how much the whole matter has affected me… I am not doing all this to take any revenge from him, I hurt myself more when I talk to him rudely, only I know how much it hurts to see him front of me but not talking to him but I am all these to clear my mind because seeing him again bring all the memories we spent together and my heart again craves for same love but now I know he doesn’t love me and this thing hurt me like hell
But papa is right too, he is starting his new journey and I should support him he had always supported me” thinking this she took out her phone and messaged him

“all the best for your training I know you will do great there also” she texted and she knew he won’t see it now as he must be in flight right now

Sid reached Bangalore,whole the time he was thinking about Sana, he was feeling low but as soon as he switched onn his phone Sana’s message popped in which made him smile he immediately called her but it went unanswered
“chlo dubte ko tinke ka shahara” he said and chuckled his mood instantly lifted up and he felt fresh

Two days passed like this Sid used to call Sana but she didn’t picked it as she didn’t have guts to talk to him so she use to invest most of her time in practicing for her competition but still she used to miss him, she use to pick her phone to call him but couldn't gain courage to do so.
while Sid was too busy in his training
It was a third day and it was Saturday and Sid had a day off so he decided to went back as today was her competition day and he wanted to see her shining but he didn’t informed anyone about his arrival because he didn’t want Sana to get upset seeing him

Sana on the other hand was sitting in the green room, today was her competition day and she was hell nervous, Sam was motivating her but still she wanted Sid instead on him
“ab kyu usse yaad kar rahi hai you were the one who said him to not to come…..but he should have come I need him now should I call him?” she thought and decided to call him but before she should call him the host announced her name making her nervous

“Sana go they are calling your name” said Sam and Sana got up nervously she went to the stage and seeing the crowd she got more nervous she wanted to run from there but out of everyone her eyes fell on the person who was hiding behind the crowd.

So who is that person?

And will Sana be able to sing?

Stay tuned to know more and sorry for getting late updates

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