My Heart Beats For You

jab koi baat bigad jaye

Sid heart filled with immense fear after listening Sukh ji “no, Sam and Sana no way….she is mine…how can he even think of marrying her to that stupid Sam…. Doesn’t he find me suitable for her? Can’t he see my love and concern for her? Maybe because I am his driver’s son that’s why he is not considering…”

“Sid..kaha kho gye?” Sid’s trance was broken by Sukh ji’s voice

“Sid, I am asking something? What do you think about Sam?” he asked

“uncle he is a nice guy but I think we should let Sana decide for herself”

“off course Sid I am not gonna force her but she can start seeing him…. They should get some time to know each other better” he said and Sid just wanted to run from this conversation he as feeling awkward and scared he doesn’t want to loose Sana

“uncle I don’t know about this, Shehnaaz can better tell you about all this”

“okay then you are her bestfriend ask her if she likes someone? Or if she likes Sam?” Sukh ji said making him more uncomfortable

“sure uncle I will ask and uncle I am really tired now so I think I should leave now and you too please sleep as it is getting late” he said and immediately got up because he wasn’t liking the discussion….

He went up and directly entered Sana’s room and found her sleeping, he moved forward and knelt in front of her
“baby I can’t afford to loose you” he said holding her palms he was feeling insecure now first he saw seeing Sana happy with Sam and now Sukh ji’s words were ringing in his mind
“am I that late to understand my feeling?” he asked himself as he remembered all his ignorance towards Sana in past when he used to get frustrated by her continuous indulgence in his life and now he dying to have her back earlier he over seen her love but now he is craving for it he bent a little and kissed her forehead making Sana stir in her sleep, she opened her eyes and saw Sid sitting Sid beside him
“Sid tu yaha…. Kab aaya and why didn’t you wake me up? I was waiting for you but I guess you had a long conversation with dad” she said getting up while rubbing her eyes but she noticed something which made her made
Sid? You are crying?” she asked with a tensed expression while Sid touched his cheeks to realize that it was wet

“ahhh… vo I don’t know how it became wet” he said faking a smile and wiped his cheeks

“Sid, you know na you can’t lie from me? Tell me what’s the matter?” she said placing her palm on his cheek

“no….its nothing I was just missing my parents” he said looking down as suddenly he was feeling so low, Sana is the only person he loved the most after his parents….he can’t loose her now

“Sid come here….” She said patting her lap and he immediately get on the bed and lied placing his head on her head and he felt the immediate peace which he needed the most
Sana started caressing his hairs “tujhe mereko uthana chahiye than a agar low feel kar raha tha….what if I didn’t wake up then…. You would have keep sitting here and crying”

“you were sleeping so I didn’t want to disturb”

“disturb….from when did this word came between us….haan….we have promised each other na that we will always be there for other….. champi de du bhot days hogye hai” she asked

“ummm….kal kr dena…abhi aise hi kar acha lag raha hai” he said indicating her to continue caressing his hairs

His fear and insecurity was fading now “Sam is only friend for her….she doesn’t treat him like she treats me and meri bhi toh kitni female friends hai…. I think I am over thinking…. I should just enjoy this moment”