My Destiny

Chapter 15

Ravier's P.O.V

Damn her! It's past 9 pm tapos kakauwi niya lang? Is she having fun with ken. Go to hell both of you. Nawalan na ako ng gana kumain kaya hindi na ako nag sayang ng oras para initin ang ulam, binuksan ko ang ref para uminom at doon ko nakita na wala na iyong laman kundi tubig at tirang pagkain kanina. Hindi siya nag grocery? Ano bang pinag ka-kaabalahan ng babaeng yon? Wala na nga siyang kwenta tapos maliit na bagay nalang ang gagawin niya, hindi pa niya magawa.

Kumuha ako ng tubig saka uminom at umakyat na sa taas. I saw her sleeping peacefully na para bang napagod siya ng sobra. Pag tapos kong mag shower ay may nakita akong isang lagayan ng pag kain na nakapatong sa harap ng salamin kaya nilapitan ko ito at binuksan, teka, itong yung tirang pagkain kanina hindi ba? Marshmallow and chocolate drink? Wag mong sabihin na para kay Ken dapat toh? Tsk. Slut is always a slut.

Nag palit na lang ako ng damit na pantulog saka tumabi sakaniya, ang pag higa ko ay nakaharap sa likod niya. Maya-maya lang ay bigla siyang gumalaw at biglang humarap saakin at nilagay ang kamay sa dibdib ko.
And there I saw her swollen eyes and red cheeks, has she been crying a lot? Why is she crying? As if I care. Tinanggal ko ang kamay niya sa dibdib ko at tinulak siya kaunti para sa kabila humarap. Perhaps she was sad because she can't spend the night when that d*mn b*astard. I don't want to care about them.

A week later.....

I woke up feeling heavy. I can't forget the fact that I am sick. Iniisip ko palang na mawawala na ako, naaawa agad ako sa anak ko.

"What's that smell?" a voice coming behind me. Saka ako napatingin sa ginagawa ko, I almost forgot that I am cooking some breakfast for them. It was burnt.

"Ano ba ang nangyayari sayo? Ilang linggo ka ng wala sa sarili. Puro ka palpak. Even cooking the foods?" Ravier said impatiently. This was my second time burning an egg.

"Sorry. I—" I didn't finish my words when I accidentally touch the pan. It's so hot that I almost cry.

"Sorry? Stop pretending to be a victim. What a useless wife. Just buy foods outside. Your wasting my time."

I did as I was told, I bough foods para makakain na sila pero pag dating ko wala na sila ni prince, then I receive a message from him.

"We already left. Your too slow. Just either throw or eat what you bought." - Ravier.

Hindi na ako nag reply at pagod na umupo sa sala. It was so stupid of me to forget about ravier and prince and just think about my illness. I want this, what if's out of my mind. I want to clear my head.

"AHHHHHHHHHHHH" I cried and let out my frustrations. All I want is to have a family full of love but what happened is unexpected. Can't I just be love by him? I hugged myself dreaming of him hugging me instead. In Sara and Dave's wedding I thought everything would change when he told me he was gonna say something but it ends up painful to me. Akala ko magiging maayos na kami, that's what I felt when he took me from ken.

I was consoling my self when I heard the door being opened. I Immediately stand up and dry up my tears.

"Ravier? Prince?—"

"Mommy!" as he run towards me. I smiled and look behind him. I stunned for a moment before she walk upstairs. I didn't wait a minute and told prince to stay in his room before I walk towards the master room.

"What are you doing here? Why are you here—"

"Can you shut up? I can't concentrate. Di mo na nakikita? Kumukuha ako ng damit ni ravier." She was annoyed.