toxic love || ashtray

06

recap: ash:idk so shut up you dumb fucking cunt

YN POV
you start to tear up then ash opens his bigass mouth again

ash: stop crying
yn:..

you just stare at him trying to figure how he could be so mean to tell you to stop crying after he just called you a cunt

ash: stop fucking crying and go to bed
yn:mk

you keep crying you don't care if he told you to stop. you move yourself so that your not cuddling him anymore but he pulls you back

ash:stop moving
yn: why would i want to cuddle you when you just called me a cunt then told me to stop crying
ash: i'm sorry

he kisses you on the 4head you blush a little bit then he hugs you then you both fall asleep

you wake up in the middle of the night put your sneakers on and sneak out the door. you start walking down the street. until you realize you don't know where your going so you just stop running and sit down against the side of a building

yn: shit they're gonna kill me once they find me i should go back

you start heading back when you get back to their house you sneak in the door take your sneakers off and try to sneak up stairs but before you can make it up the stairs you see ashtray on the couch

ash: where did you go?
yn:uhm just right on the porch
ash: why are you lying yn
yn: ...
you burst out into tears
yn: i'm so sorry i just- just

you stutter in between your words

ash: yn it's ok just don't try to runaway again ok?
yn: mk

you walk over towards him and you sit with him on the couch he hugs you then stares into your eyes

yn : what ? stop staring at me
ash:your so pretty
yn: thank you

you smile , suddenly ashtray picks you up and he is carrying you upstairs once you get up their he throws you on the bed then jumps next to you
you fall asleep in his arms it was so comfy .