toxic love || ashtray

07

Yn pov

you wake up in the morning and try to get up but you feel two strong arms pull you back down

ash:no stay in bed were watching a movie
yn:ok u pick

he picks out a random movie

ash:this movie is really boring wanna get high?
yn:i thought you'd never ask.

you and ash get  high

ash : i gotta go to the bathroom
yn:ok

you leave the room to get water and when you go back you see your ex boyfriend standing there  (your ex is nate jacobs)

nate:hey yn
yn:how did you get in and why
nate: because i love you and you still CANT FUCKING SEE THAT
he raised his voice
yn: please stop yelling

he touches your waist

yn: what do you want nate
nate: you but your hanging out with these drug dealers
yn:ok and

he plays around with the gun he has in his hand

nate: come on we are both 17
yn:actually im 14
nate:i don't really care

he puts the gun up to your head

yn: please stop

you start crying, then ashtray walked in

ash: the fuck you doin?

ash hits him with gun multiple times, after he starts beating the shit out of him and he throws him out

*time skip*

ash:you should get some rest it's 2:47 am
yn: i just don't understand how he knew i was here
ash:maybe he followed you while you were running
yn:yeah ig maybe
ash:well i got rid of him
yn:ash you good you seem odd?
ash: yea im ok
yn: you sure
ash: yes im fucking ok now go upstairs and go to sleep

he raises his voice a little bit at you, you just started walking upstairs without saying anything. once you get up the stairs you go over to ashtrays bed and jump down on it

*THE NEXT DAY*

the next morning you feel ashtrays arms wrapped around you. you were still mad at him. you started to unwrap his arms so you could get up when fez comes in

fez: get up we're going to a party
yn:really, okay!

you look at the time and see you slept until 5:00 pm. you hear ash yawn from behind you. you grab your clothes ( you went to go get them yesterday) and walk to the bathroom. you put on black sweatpants and a black oversized tshirt with a print on it. you did natural make up and just straightened your hair

ash: your wearing that to a party??
yn: yea there's no need to dress like a hooker if im just gonna be with you the whole time
ash:true.ok let's go

on the way to the party you guys stop to pick up rue and two of her friends, they all say in the back. which means you have to sit on ash's lap again. you groan and crawl onto his lap even though this time your more comfortable you have really bad anxiety so your wiggling around

ash: god yn would you stop moving

he says as he puts his hand on your thigh to calm you down

yn: sorry
fez:alright when we get in there yn is to stay with ash.