toxic love || ashtray

15

YN POV
after about an hour of walking home because mckay lives far you finally get home. once you get there you go straight up to bed but you see two bodies in the bed. you check and see that it's gia. you get mad and upset at the same time but mostly upset and you feel like you wanna cry but then ash wakes up

ash: hey yn sorry your gonna have to sleep on the floor faye's on the couch
yn: fuck that and fuck you im leaving
ash: where you gonna go huh?
yn: anywhere but here i fucking hate you. you know that i beat her ass for you? you looked uncomfortable so i was trying to help you. i didn't expect for you to be fucking sleeping with her.
ash: sorry yn but we are dating now
yn: the first fucking night we broke up
ash: yn..
yn: i still love you but ig not anymore
ash: yn wait
yn: what do you want ash
ash: where are you gonna go
yn: idk but i'm never coming back and why do you care
ash:..
yn: whatever fuck you and your little bitch

you walk out of the room and go downstairs and put one of your hoodies on. your crying as your walking down the road. you've been up all night just walking and walking.
when suddenly you collapse. you try to call ash but he doesn't answer probably because it's 4 in the morning  you call again no answer. you try to get up but you cant. you just go sit up against a building and cry your heart out

yn: how could he do this to me
yn; i knew he never loved me
yn: was it all a joke
yn: fuck everyone and their mamas

you fall asleep on the side of the rode and in the morning you try to get up again and it works but your legs hurt a lot so you sit back down and call ash again. this time he answers

you start crying

yn: ash i was walking all night and i fell down and now my legs hurt so much i can't even stand
ash: ok and
yn: can you come get me
ash: no you said you were never coming back so like gia comes over every night now
yn: wtf.

you just sit there and cry. about an hour later you get up and your legs down hurt as much so you start waking back to the house. after 15 minutes you reach the house and knock on the door

INSIDE POV

fez: yo ash go get the door
ash: why me
fez because
ash: no
ash goes back upstairs (gias not there she's at home)

YN POV
a couple minutes later fez opens the door

yn: fez!
fez: yn! you good?
yn: no i was walking all night and my legs are killing me
fez: go in and chill out

you go in and sit on the couch.
next to faye

fez: so why did you leave
yn: ash and gia
fez: yeah ash can be a real bitch sometimes.

you and fez were talking when ash came in.

ash: why are you  here. i thought you said you were never coming back?