Tejran Os-yeh Dooriyaan

Part 6

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N: babz, tu abhi bhi toh khud ko hurt kar rahi hai na usse dur rahke, aur usko bhi hurt kar rahi hai.
T: u know Usne bola ki main camera k liye uski care kar rahi hu, main roti bhi hu toh usko camera k liye lagta hai, Ho sakta hai Aage Jake vo mere pyar ko bhi camera stunt bol de, and I can't take that, because I love him, it's not for the show.
N: par tune bhi toh uske pyar pe question kiya na.
T: nhi, I didn't questioning his love. Maine sirf Ek hi chiz boli hai use and I'm still feeling that he didn't love me because babz usse lagta hai mera concern sirf camera k liye hai matlab usne mere emotions, feelings ko fake bol diya. Indirectly he questioned my love ,right He said tu apne raste main apne raste, he broke me at that time, babz.
N: I understand..
T: u will not understand babz, mujhe Ek baat bata, agar tu kisise pyar karta hai, kya tu emotions ko fake bolega.
N: nhi.
Tears rolled down in her eyes.
T: yeah, and I said he never loved me becoz agar aap kisise pyar karte ho na aap yeh Sab nhi karoge. I'm not saying usne jo ab tak mere liye concern tha vo fake hai, may be it's just a infactuation for him, and ab vo khatam Ho chuka hai and now He hates me, babz, that's why i said he never loved me, it's just a attraction but I love him, tu khud hi soch kya aap kabhi aise insaan se pyar karoge, Jiske emotion apko fake lagta hai, so u know

K:(thinking) how can u think teja that I will hate u, I never hate you. It's not my infactuation, I really loves you.

Tears falling down on her cheeks, she wiped it.
N: nhi, teja, he don't hate you.
T: tujhe Pata hai it's not only about this task. .  Ek relationship main na pyar k saath saath trust aur respect bhi hona zaroori hai aur vo mujhpe trust nhi karta, jab vo vishal wala matter hua tha na he didn't trust me. Usne bola main usse andhre main rakha and Bahat si chize. Task main bhi he didn't trust me. he blames me that main usse jhuta bol rahi hu, but I didn't say that, jo chize Maine Dekhi nhi hai, main kaise bolu USS bare main. Maine hamesha usse upar rakha hai, har sahi galat pe saath diya, Maine tujhse bhi baat nhi kiya kyunki usko problem thi. Par mujhe kya Mila nishant. Expectations toh dono Taraf se hoti hai na,i will be happy If he won that task, but usse mere jitne se problem thi, toh kya main hi chize karti rahu uske liye. He always choose game over me.voh apne liye khel raha tha that is fine, agar vo bol K khelta na mujhe problem nhi hoti and Aisi chizo se pata chalta hai na ki kiske dil main kya hai.

K:( thinking ) I never choose game over u, ladoo, ur my sanity, aur na hi mujhe koi problem thi agar tu jeet jati.

T: He always snapped at jab main baat kar rahi thi, and then kal pure task K time pe bhi, aur isse pahle bhi Jab mera rashmi ya umar se mere jhagde hue hai. na he didn't support me, he always blames me . Jab umar bhi mudde banake chadta tha na, he always tells me ki maine galti ki hai, U, par main relationship main alag hu. I will stand by partner. Aur na uske bare main mere samne koi galt chiz bolunga toh main nhi sunungi. Par uske dost rajiv, umar, infact umar toh best friend hai, jab vo meri Izzat ki dhajiya uda dete hai na, tab bhi vo kuch nhi karta, main nhi bol rahi hu ki unke saath lade, but u know it shows ki voh meri kitni respect karta hai ki uske dost uske samne chize bolte hai, but usko koi fark nhi padta.

So, trust gaya, respect bhi nhi hai, toh Phir kya bacha bol. Vo mujhe bolta rahta hai ki tu mere upar kisiko mat rakhna, but kya Usne kabhi mujhe rakha hai, he also prioritize umar ,rajiv and rashmi over me. Waise bhi uske liye game important hai, usse khelne do, main ab khudko hurt hone nhi dungi.

K:(thinking ) no, I never prioritize anyone over u. Rashmi, rajiv toh kabhi bhi nhi, umar mera dost hai, but vo kabhi tere upar nhi gaya.

He had tears in his eyes.
And I love u, I respect u and trust u. He hit his hand on the wall.
I never want to hurt her but I hurt her, I hurt her the most,

N: babz, I understand but tu kuch zyada nhi soch rahi hai, I mean I know Usne galat kiya, but u can confront him, Ek second chance.

T: nhi, actually ab main sahi soch rahi hai. Kya mere expectations galat hai babz, kya jisse aap pyar karte Ho, usse yeh expect karna ki vo aapki respect kare, trust kare, kya vo galat hai. I love him, and I will love him as a person but aisa life partner k saath puri life bitana is difficult.

N: main karan ko bahar se janta hu, tu jaisa soch rahi hai vo waisa nhi hai. He always respect his relationship, friendship. Yaha pe na situation is very different, aur log usko manipulate karte hai, and USS bajah se yeh chize ho rahi hai. I just tu yeh Sab usse bol, is bare main baat toh kar, jab tak tu batayegi nhi usse kaise Pata chalega that u r getting hurt by this actions.

T: ohk, Phir bahar dekhenge ki vo sach mein pyar karta hai ya attraction hai.
Waha pe toh yeh Sab nhi hoga na manipulation, game. But abhi na karne de usse jo Karna hai, main dur hi rahungi, kyunki agar vo baat karega na toh sayad main pighal jaungi ,aur vo Phir se aise baate bolega jisse main hurt Ho jaungi, so it's better ki jitni zehar hai mere liye uske dil main Sab nikal jaye, toh mere liye bhi clear ho jayega ki voh mere bare main kya sochta hai.

N: babz, please meri baat man, tu Bahat soch rahi hai, and somewhere ur right also. Thik hai tujhe bahar Jake dekhna hai, dekh Lena, dur rahna hai rah lena, but Ek baar kya tu usse confront nhi kar sakti ki why you are going away from him?  Itna janne ka haq toh usse bhi hai na. Plz Ek baar karle, mere liye, tujhe uska side bhi toh pata chal jayega because I don't want to see u both like this yaar.

T: nishant u know trust is like a glass. Agar Ek baar glass tut gaya na toh ho sakta hai aap usko jod bhi Lo, but vo pahle jaisa toh nhi ho sakta na. Aur rahi baat karne ki then I respect u as a friend,and ur gueninely worried for us isiliye tujhe bol diya . But I don't want to talk about this now. Kyunki usse toh mere emotion fake lagte hai na, toh ab inn baato ko bhi vo camera stunt bolega, so let it be na.

Then devoleena called her so he goes.
T: main aati hu.
Nishant sighed and then he realized karan is here only. He knocked the door,
N: veera, veera
Karan is shocked by these things hearing from teja, he never thought it will hurt teja to this extent that she wants to stay away from him. She thought he doesn't love her, respect her but that's not truth.

He kneeled down on the floor, he just feel the pain in his heart. He realized nishant is knocking the door.
N: veera, open the door.
K: veera, just 5 minutes.
N: nhi, veera, come outside.
Then after some time, he came out.
N: veera.
Karan came and sat down on sofa. He covered his face by his hand. Nishant tap on his shoulder.
K: veera, I  love her, yeh koi infactuation nhi hai.
N: I know.

Karan is shivering.
N: relax veera. Just calm down.
K: I never thought to hurt her. I don't know what happened with him, main uske bina nhi rah sakta.
N: she also loves you veera, it's just kuch chize uske Dimag main...
K: nhi, she is right, main kisike life partner banne k layak hi nhi hu, she doesn't deserve me veera.
N: aisa kuch nhi hai. Just talk to her. Uske Dimag main bahat saari chize hai, jo sirf tu hi clear kar sakta hai, mere bolne se nhi hoga. Don't give up on this.
K: I'm not giving up. I will realize her that I love her, uske upar Maine kisiko nhi rakha veera, But she want to stay away from me. Kya karu main,
She will ignore me.
To be continued......

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