Tejran Os-yeh Dooriyaan

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After listening karan from her mouth, he got scared more.
He don't want to let her go. He feared that she will leave him, this is the last time she allowed her to sleep on her lap. he tightened his grip . The fear of losing her overpowered his mind. He didn't able to think about anything at that moment ,he wants to stop at this moment for whole life

She is massaging his head, and with other hand he is rubbing his back, she knew he needs assurance.
T: karan, calm down, I'm not going.
after some time he gets calm down and lossened his grips.
T: karan, get up .
He nodded in no.
K: tu chali jayegi.
T: main nhi jaungi, utho, abhi dinner Karlo .
K: nhi
T: toh Phir main jaa rahi hu.
K: nhi, main kahlunga.
Then both goes to kitchen and teja microwave his dinner and they sat on dinning table. But he is not eating and staring at him and holding her one hand.
T: kha na, mujhe kyu dekh raha hai.
Then karan starting playing with food, so teja take it from him and started feeding him. After some time, karan started the convo.
K: teja, do u think I'm doing this for game or show? 
T: what you r doing? 
K: kya tujhe mera pyar game k liye lagta hai? 
Teja become silent.
K: ladoo  ...
T: how does it matter ki mujhe kya lagta hai?  Tujhe jo sochna hota hai tu sahi sochta hai, toh mujhe jo sochna hai main vo sochungi, but hum dono main Ek difference hai Pata hai, main logo ki baate sunke aapna decision change nhi karti. Tu yeh Sab umar ki baate sunke bol raha hai na?  But vo uski soch hai, then why r u thinking ki main Uski Tarah sochungi. Jo jaise hota hai na karan, wo waisa hi sochta hai.

She takes the plate and go to wash them.
K: teja? 
T: hmm, andar Jake baat kare.
Becoz there are people around them.

Then they goes to bedroom, both are in karan's bed. Karan snuggles to her and cry like a baby.
T: karan, stop crying.
K: tujhe bhi lagta hai na main game k liye kar raha hu, par mother's swear, I love you. Maine game...
Teja kept hand on his mouth.
T: shh... Tu pagal hai kya? Main aisa kyu sochungi. Umar ne bola iska matlab yeh thodi na hai ki main bhi wahi sochungi. Vo unki soch hai na sunny.
She said caressing his face.
K: main...
T: baby, I trust u. Aur kisi k kuch bolne se tere liye meri opinion change nhi hogi.
K: tu mujhe chod k nhi jayegi na?
T: don't u trust me?
K: i trust you, i just don't trust me, nobody does,nobody ever has.
in the end when they all walk away, , they say i was selfish. maybe i am, i guess that's why they always leave.
you shouldn't trust me laddoo" he whispered his voice is breaking.

BB: karan phus phusa k baat na kare.

K: Main jisse bhi pyar karta hu sab Ek waqt k baad mujhse dur ho jate hai yeh bolke ki I don't love them, they don't deserve me.
T: yeah, they don't deserve u sunny, they don't know u ki tu kitna accha hai.
K: nhi, main accha nhi hu, Ek time tha,jab mere parents k alawa Sabne mera saath chod diya tha, yaha tak ki meri Behan (cousin) jisse main sabse jyada close hu, apni Behano se bhi jyada, vo mujhse dur chali gayi,
because I hurted them, jo ki sach bhi hai, main ho jata hu overpossessive ,overprotective kabhi kabhi  , I accept Maine hurt kiya par Maine Jaan bhuj k nhi kiya tha. But she thinks I'm selfish ,vo ghar aati bhi hai toh stranger ki Tarah behave karti hai.

Teja also had tears in her eyes by seeing his vulnerability. She let him say all the things which is in his heart .
T: sunny all will be fine. It's may be just a misunderstanding.
He held her hand tightly. He thinks that He never share this incident with his exes or friends, even his family members also didn't know this. But he told this to her ?why?  His thought breaks by nishant called him for the floss.

He gives floss to him. Teja move a little bit.
K: tu kaha jaa rahi hai.
T: nhi jaa rahi hu baba, idhar hi hu.
K:tu tu bhi chali jayegi na mujhe chod k?  Tujhe lagta hai ki main tujhse pyar nhi karta?  Tujhe lagta hai main selfish hu, sirf game k bare main sochta hu Main game khel raha hu, umar ko bhi aisa lagta hai ki main sirf game k liye riste banaye hai, but I swear aisa nhi hai, I know I hurt you, but Maine Jaan bhuj k nhi kiya. Mujhe nhi Pata main gusse main kya kya bol deta hu.
I'm sorry, I know sorry bolne se tera hurt kam nhi hoga, because of me u become alone. Maine tujhe bhi hurt kiya na, ab kya tu bhi mujhe chod k chali jayegi?  I'm not good bf na.

T: don't be scared. I'm not leaving you.
K: ur the last thing I have right now.
And he snuggled to her more.
Teja tried to light her mood.
T: waise tujhe Kisne bola ki tu mera bf hai? 
K: haan, toh..
T: u never ask me out? 
He knows she is teasing him.
K: so what, agar tu meri gf nhi hai, toh Phir tune kyu bola ki u never loved me.
T: voh toh maine gusse main bola.
K: oh really.
T: haan .
Teja lay on his chest.
K: mujhe vo Sab nhi Pata ,main tujhe ask out karne wala nhi hu.
T: toh main aise hi thodi na Teri gf ban jaungi.
K: haan.
BB: Tejasswi phus phusa k baat na kare.
T: are main kaha phus phusa k baat kar rahi hu bigg boss baby, direct bolo na aapko Jalan ho jati hai.
K: ab main kis kisse ladu, aur Pata nhi bahar kis kisse ladna pade.
T: shut up.
Then both sleep.

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