Tejran Os-yeh Dooriyaan

karan's fear-1

Sorry guys for ghosting for so long. I can't handle 3 stories together so, I keep the os "realization " on hold.  I will try to update it soon.  But till then  read this os.

This is day where audience enters to bb.  The whole day karan is in different zone. And teja didn't understand what is his problem, she tried everything but he is not getting out of it.
She is also tired of this attitude and think maybe he wants space.

He is laying on bed, she goes near him and cupped his face.
T: I love u sunny, I want u always, main tere bina nhi Mar jaunga.
And she kissed on his forehead.

But Karan just hummed and lost. Then she went to her bed.

K:(thinking) I love u ladoo, par kya bahar Jane k baad bhi sab aisa hi rahega?  Kya yeh pyar waise hi rahega?  Kahi bahar Jake tu mujhse dur ho gayi toh, I can't live without u.

His eyes brimming with tears.

Karan remember his exs word that no one can be stay happy with him, and all the accusations for him, bad boy image of him ,his mind is all fucked up becoz of that.

Karan's pov
Kahi bahar Jake usse yeh toh nhi lagega na ki main intolerable hu, she told me her mom ,friends are so protective of her. Aur mera toh waise bhi image kharab hai, kahi main Unlogo ko pasand nhi aaya aur vo uss bajah se dur ho gayi toh.

His thoughts break by nishant shouting blinds are open.

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1st round of audience have gone, now he is feeling happy. Them hotting for tejran gives him relief that people are liking them. He said sorry to teja for sulking this much.

Then the aunty things happens, he is somewhere happy to see her jealous side and Nazar utaroing of her

But then Karan gets upset because some audience says nishtej looks better, and after the audience left, they had a convo. Teja tried to make him understand.
T: tu kuch alag tangent pe leke mat ja, I love you
K: I know. Isiliye toh main Akela ghumta rahta hu na.
His possessiveness and fears are took over him.
But now teja is also frustrated with his behavior from morning, then this...
T: Ohh really!  Tu aur Akela, seriously, tu toh sabse banake hi rakhta tha na game k liye,  chugliyaan, game planning yahi Sab hi toh karta hai na, toh main kyu aau tere pass, taki tere dost mujhpe taunt mare, right, yahi toh tu karta raha hai tu,
K: tu...
T: shut up, karan, listen to me first.
Karan is literally scared of her Sherni avatar.
T: abhi khud pe aaya toh bada bura lag raha hai, jab Salman Khan shamita ko tere se link karte the tab toh tu bada Hasi aa rahi hoti hai, and what ru saying in that wkv, main khud khush rah sakta hu ya tujhe.
She said mimicking like him.
T: toh abhi main bhi tujhe wahi bol rahi hu karan kundrra. And again she mimcked.
T: and I don't want to get into this shit. Tune bhi toh tab khud k bare main socha tha na, then why can't I?  Tu rah apne dedlulu world main.
With that she left.

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she is sitting in living area sofa. Nishant came to ask her.
Karan is passing by there so stay there to listen them with a curiosity or u can say possessiveness.
T: yaar waise bhi shamita k bajah se mera already Dimag kharab hai and he started this, aur abhi nhi vo subah se alag hi zone main hai, Phir task K time pe bilkul thik ho gaya jaise kuch hua hi na ho aur abhi Phir se shuru ho gaya, har chiz ki Ek limit hota hai,
Nishant laughed and she makes a cute 😡 face.
T: I'm serious. Bhad main gaya voh, ab toh main baat hi nhi karungi usse, aur tu hasna band kar,
N: mujhe bhuk lagi hai, chal khate hai. Veera ko bhi bulale.
T: nhi, tu Jake bol, I don't have patience to deal with him, mujhe Shanti chahiye apni life main, mujhe Filhal khana hai, aur sona hai, I m just fed up. Sometimes I feel he does this intentionally.
N: main toh bol rahi hu, he is doing this for ur attention.
T: not for attention, he does to hurt me. Usse Pata hai na i will get affected. Abhi dekhna khane k liye nakhre karega Huh!  Isko toh main bataungi silent treatment kya hota hai.
N: babz...
T: kya?  Mujhe nhi khana uske saath. Main akele hi khaungi.
She stomped her feet and go to kitchen.

K: (thinking) yaar Maine kuch jyada kar diya kya ? I know she loves me, but. Main Ho jata hu possessive, she is only mine, I can't loose her, but Ab kya karan, Pata nhi kitne gusse main hai. But why she thinks I will do it to hurt her

Karan understand her pov, but kya kare yeh toh hamesha apne overthinking world main hi hota hai

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She is sleeping in her bed, waiting for him to manao her atleast.
Karan saw her laying on his bed. And came and hugged her tightly and snuggle to her.
K: I'm sorry, main hu bebkoof, main kuch bhi bolta rahta hu, please don't leave me, ladoo, I can't leave without u, tu Chahe toh chaped Mar de, but don't go.
T: karan chod.
He hold her more tightly.
Teja sighed in frustration thinking karan is again .

T:sunny, I'm not going anywhere, I'm here,
K: no, u will also go like everyone does.
He said in between sobs.
T: no, sunny, I will stay with u in ur weakest moments to the strongest one, I love u when ur happy and still love u more when u r sad. Don't u understand? I want to luv u, each and every piece of u, I want u with ur imperfections as much as I want u for u, and I m always going to be here loving u with everything.
K: pakka?
T: haan, but I m still 😡 at u. How dare u to say anything like that?
K: sorry na ladoo, main hu possessive, and about that wkv, main gusse main kuch bhi bol deta hu,  but... .tune bhi toh abhi bola, and u mean it, hai na, I'm intolerable na, I will never come in between ur happiness ladoo promise, tu bhale hi mujhse baat mat kar, but tu hamesha khush rahe.

T: sunny, tujhe bachpan se hi overthinking karne ki Adat hai kya? Aur jo maine bola that is for to give u taste of ur own medicine, samjha. And it's not about possessiveness.
Jab aap dost banate ho ya relationship banate ho, aap uss insaan k dil main kisi ki jagah nhi chinte, aap unke dil main jagah banate ho.

Like that nishant mera dost hai bas, jaise Tera bhi hai, hamari kitni fight hui hai, do u even realize he is always there for us. Jabki dusre log hamesha Hamare bich aag lagane ki koshish karte hai.

K: I know, I respect ur friendship but when these people say u both look good together, I just...

T: kya laga tujhe karan... Bol..
K: (in baby voice)tu abhi bhi gussa hai mujhe...
T: uff, again overthink
K: nhi, tune abhi karan bola..
T: augghh... OK, sunny, now fine .listen abhi hum bahar jayenge, kaam Karenge, mere kuch aur dost bhi hai, Jinne audience mere saath pasand karti hai, tab bhi kya tu aisi chize ko leke possessive hoga. Aur subah se bhi pata nhi tu kya soch raha tha.
K: nhi, that was work na...
T: sunny, I think yeh chize mujhe tujhe pahle hi bata Deni chahiye tha.
Karan is literally scared what is she going to say.

How will teja reacts to karan's overthinking ?

Guys plz read my another story "Teri yaad rula deti hai "
Aur jo log padh rahe hai thank u so much and please give me suggestions that whether u want her to find out that karan is her husband, and then he will confront to her and they will cherish their old moments
Or
She will remember everything and end the story.