Day 189

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Day 189
March 08, 2022
11:13 P.M.

Dear Diary,
The memories gives you inspiration but sometimes it gives you big impact of pain and realization. My day gets messy when I remember all of his painful actions and words during our fight, I know it's already done but I am still hurt. I am trying to understand every phases or circumstances but it end up for a worst scenario, crying for whole night and stay in my agony again. The pain is still here and I can't stop overthinking again. Maybe I am just too much for expecting the reality that giving a chance is enough, but in the end I am just a weak and trying and trying all over again. Don't worry Dia, I can fight this! But  this time, I want to clear up my mind, my heart and everything I want to calm down and forget about anything about him. And put to my mind that I am just dreaming and simple writing a tragic story using his name for  random. But still, I am happy that we met atleast you teach me to be strong again and never trust to anyone.

Respectfully yours,
LOA

Sometimes falling in love
is not about happy ending
because in reality;
it is more pain
that you need to survive.

-ManunulatRosel-

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