Day 189
March 08, 2022
11:13 P.M.Dear Diary,
The memories gives you inspiration but sometimes it gives you big impact of pain and realization. My day gets messy when I remember all of his painful actions and words during our fight, I know it's already done but I am still hurt. I am trying to understand every phases or circumstances but it end up for a worst scenario, crying for whole night and stay in my agony again. The pain is still here and I can't stop overthinking again. Maybe I am just too much for expecting the reality that giving a chance is enough, but in the end I am just a weak and trying and trying all over again. Don't worry Dia, I can fight this! But this time, I want to clear up my mind, my heart and everything I want to calm down and forget about anything about him. And put to my mind that I am just dreaming and simple writing a tragic story using his name for random. But still, I am happy that we met atleast you teach me to be strong again and never trust to anyone.Respectfully yours,
LOASometimes falling in love
is not about happy ending
because in reality;
it is more pain
that you need to survive.-ManunulatRosel-
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