you went to the roof of the tower. it was very calm up there despite the car horns . it showed the whole city .
your mind started clouding with questions. could I heal him? what if he became bad again? what if he turned into a vampire? was it even worth it? did he deserve healing?
could you trust him not to turn against the team? what if he did? you would kill him right? but what about Thor ? what would happen?
your unanswered questions hurt your head. your eyes started to tear up as you remembered your mother.
if she was here she would have helped you. she would have pulled you on her lap and hugged you and made it easier.
" (y/n)? are you alright?" someone said from behind you
you quickly wiped your tears and turned around to see Thor.
" yes I'm ok..." you said smiling
he frowned and walked closer towards you slowly until he was standing beside you
" you don't look ok to me.... " Thor said leaning on the balcony rail .
you just smiled and shook your head looking away.
" you can tell me.... I won't tell anyone " Thor said
" just like you did to tony...." you said in a calm voice looking at the sunset.
" come on you know tony... he won't stop asking questions.... he would have known no matter what you do...." Thor said
you just stayed silent looking at the golden rays of the sun calming down your mind.
" sorry if it bothered you.... I just wanted you to not talk about it yourself" Thor said standing straight
he was about to leave
" wait... it's ok I forgive you" you said
Thor leaned back on the rail.
" thank you... now.... what's wrong?" Thor said
" it's my mind.... it's.... stressed" you said
" about what? " he said
" your brother.... " you said
" what about him.... did he hurt you again... I swear to Odin... " Thor said
" no no... he doesn't dare to... it's just .... I'm thinking about... healing him" you said looking at Thor
" are you sure you want to do it? " Thor said
" that's what's stressing me.... I don't know " you said resting your face in your palms
" what do you want? " Thor said
" that's also the problem..... you know what he did to me after all....I can't forgive him ...but at least I can help ..." you said
"you almost killed him and won't forgive him...he doesn't deserve more than you healing him" Thor said
" you really think so?" you said
" I know so.... you are not a monster to be so cruel and heartless... helping him shows me just how much kindness you have inside " Thor said smiling.
you found yourself smiling at what he said.
" thank you Thor..." you said
" no.. thank you" Thor said before he left
you looked at him as he left the roof. the sun's warmness touching the side of your face.
YOU ARE READING
I Saw The Light ( Loki x vampire reader)
Fanfictionour story begins on the Asgardian lands where vampires are being haunted and killed if possible you lost your parents and revenge was blinding you so you decided to kill the royal family as a revenge will something change your mind? or will someone?
