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4 Marks (HEAVY SH TW)

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by BluesyRazz

by BluesyRazz

I love marks

Check marks quotation marks book marks?

no.

Bruises cuts scrapes.

I love having bruises where every time I push on them I'm reminded I can still feel.

And I love they way they look.

I like having scrapes just to pick off the scabs and watch the blood pool.

I love cutting myself.

I get all the above with little to no effort.

I love how they look.

How they feel while and after.

And I love watching the blood run down my arm.

I think I'm addicted.

There's not a day that goes by where don't think about it.

I long for it.

To put marks on myself.

Even for others to put them on me.

I think it fit I die in that way.

With marks all over me.

Yet I resist in the name of mental health.

Funny, isn't it.

How thoughts can be so much different then actions

(THIS IS 2 YEARS LATER, I AM OK I GOT HELP. IF YOU HAVE THOUGHTS THAT CONCUR WITH THIS PLEASE SEEK PROFESSIONAL HELP! EVERYTHING IS GOING TO BE OK I LOVE YOU <3)