In Her Moment

Fever Dreams

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you woke up in the hospital in an exam room.

you allowed the doctors to do a rape kit. somehow finding yourself molding again except this time a picture of your bruises and not your face. 'you definitely would not be seeing these pictures on the cover of a magazine

the cops were having a hard time with you questioning seeing as every time you spoke you were asking about Ashley

a doctor came in

"miss. Y/L/N. I'm Ashely Olsen's doctor"

"is she ok-"

"she's in surgery now. she was shot in the arm"n he explained trying to keep you calm

"but her stomach. I saw-"

"she only was grazed. she should be out in a few hours."

you only nodded. you were sure she would be fine people survived bullet wounds all the time. and it's not like she was hit in a major artery. she was hit in the arm.

although, every surgery can have its complications.

"Is there anyone I can call, to keep you company? friends.. family" the doctor interrupted pulling you out of your thoughts.

"Ashley's sisters. they're all I have. Mary-kate and Elizabeth"

"they're here.. waiting. ill tell them to come up" you were holding back tears at this point

you were so relieved to have them be here.

"mary-kate... Mary Kate" you immediately started to sob at the sight of her

Mary Kate looked like she was about to cry herself.

she walked over to your hospital bed and held onto you as you grabbed her forearm

"I am so sorry. I'm so very sorry" you looked her in the eyes

"y/n don't apologize-" she started

but you felt as if you owed her an apology you were the reason that her twin sister, her best friend since birth, was laying on an operating table

"this is all my fault" you sobbed now putting your head in your hands releasing Mary Kate

"hey y/n... y/n please don't say that" Lizzie now came to sit on the side of your hospital bed. she rubbed your back In an attempt to calm you down.

"none of this is your fault... it was a freak accident that was preventable and shouldn't have happened"

"I shouldn't have gone, she told me not to go.. god why don't I ever listen" you cried into your hands

"y/n, you need to calm down the last thing you need is to be dehydrated" Mary-Kate stroked your arms as two nurses entered your room again inserting an IV and shooting something into the line running threw your bloodstream

whatever they gave you and you drowsy and soon you were fighting to keep your eyes open

Ashley on the other hand who, a few hours later, was just waking up from her anesthesia

"where's y/n," Ashley asked Mary Kate who was sitting on the chair beside her bed

"Ashley, how are you feeling, are you in any pain because I can get a nurse in here-" 

"where's y/n?" she asked again sitting up a bit in the hospital bed

"she's in a room down the hall, Ashley I don't think it's a good idea to sit up just yet please let me get you a nurse" Mary Kate stood up unsure of what her sister may do next

"I have to see her, I need to talk to her" she scooted off her bed and onto her feet

"Ashley please" Mary Kate grabbed her forearms trying to keep her from falling "your body's not strong enough, besides they sedated y/n hours ago" Mary Kate explained convincing her to sit back down.

"oh god is she alright?" asked Ashley considering the fact that you had to be sedated.

"the drugs he gave her are just really working her system" Mary Kate informed with a sigh

"none of this is her fault" Ashley looked down at her hospital gown her vision slightly blurred by tears

"she knows.. she knows" Mary Kate reassured taking a seat next to her sister and grabbing one of her hands hoping to bring some comfort to her twin

"is Lizzie with her?" Ashley asked and Mary Kate simply nodded in return

Ashley allowed herself to relax at the thought of her baby sister at your aide.

she was lulled back into sleep shortly after Mary Kate cuddled up to her side. the two sisters sleeping in the small twin-sized hospital bed.

--- in Ashley's dream---

"y/n where's her tap shoes?" Ashley asked panicking slightly

"she has Ballet tonight dear" Ashley felt your secure arms wrap around her waist soothing her anxiety with the very touch of your fingertips

"right" Ashley sighed allowing herself to lean back into your chest her head falling onto your shoulder

she let out a sigh as your lips pressed a tender kiss on the side of her head

you swayed the two of you gently

"y/n we don't have time for this, we're already running late" she smiled as you playfully kissed her lips

she kissed back giggling playfully at your roaming hands before the two of you were interrupted

a little girl, who couldn't be over the age of 4 or 5, appeared in the doorway

she had your nose and lips but Ashley's eyes and hair, her best features in your option. she was wearing a rose-colored unitard.

"look at you princess" Ashley smiled widely at her daughter pulling away from you slightly

"you lool so beautiful" Ashley moved away from you to smooth out her daughter's tight bun before pressing a kiss to her head

"thank you, mommy" the little girl smiled up at her happily

"hurry up.. we're going too late" she tugged on your hand

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and that was it. she woke up in a cold sweat.

"Woah.... are you ok?" Mary Kate sat up from her sleep at her sister's unexpected movements

"yeah I just had a super weird dream," Ashley said putting the hair sticking to her damp forehead and cheeks behind her ears

she took a deep breath before laying back down.

that dream caught her off guard.

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