Claiming The Amnesiac

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Letting my Lawyer do her job. I let her send another divorce paper to Attorney Capellan.

I ask for divorce again. Am I Selfish? If I am, that's only for my children. I am being selfish because I want to protect my babies.

"Girl you really send another Divorce Papers? Really? Attorney Didn't waste his years just so he can have the title Attorney. You are underestimating your husband." Daphna said shaking her heads while putting something on her face.

"You have to talk to your husband girl, You need a peace talk. I and Maggie were friends already. I am happy the only makes me worried is my sister inside the mental hospital." She sighed as she drop the brush.

"In order to get happy you have to accept him again, You two has 2 kids already. The twins suffered for 7 years without their parents by their side. Don't you think that's already enough? You have to put an end to it." She said pursing her lips.

I can't believe her character development.

"I am proud of you, Daphna." I said smiling at her. Rolling her eyes at me I chuckled.

"I am being serious here, Girl. Do it or you'll regret it." She said after hanging up the call because she's attending some party with her husband Xanther. What a bitch.

Hindi nga nakuha si Engr. Xinion na dale naman ang kapatid.

Diego and some accompany welcomed me when I opened the door for them. I heard him cursed at Diego and say something I don't understand.

Twins calling out their Daddy as they run into each other and embrace their self.

I looked at Santina -- According to my memory she's Santina, Diego's One of trusted Friend.

Accompanied her to have some coffeem I just stand there quietly.

The day passed Twins, Their Daddy and Santina bond with each other.

I heard foots steps coming my place. I look back only yo find out Santina.

"Hi." Bati niya na naka ngiti.

Nodding at her I gestured her to sit.

"Akala ko na talaga na dead ka na eh. No offense ha, Yun kasi ang alam ng lahat. Saka ang alam ko lang may asawa at Anak si Diego. Ang sabi niya wala na, Eh gago pala iyon eh. Ang akala namin ay Patay na talaga kayo. Kung Hindi pa ako nag punta dito Hindi ko pa malalaman." Iniling niyang sabi.

"Pero kahit naman gago yun may puso parin siya. Sobrang cringe kaya na mag salita sa part ng kaibigan mo. Eh kaso gago talaga siya." Natawa ako sa pinag sasabi niya.

"Kaya kung bibigyan mo siya ulit ng pag kakataon h'wag kang mag dalawang isip. Deserve niyong maging masaya. H'wag naman sana kayong magaya sa relasyon ni Maggie na hanggang ngayon Hindi parin nag papakasal." She said snorted. I chuckled. She didn't change.

"Sino ba ang ka relasyong ni Maggie? Si Xinion parin ba?." Kuryoso Kong tanong.

"Ay aba syempre, May anak kaya silang Lamang Taong Gulang na. Hindi pa sila mag pakasal. Echos din ni Maggie halata naman may gusto parin. Hina din kasi ni Engr. Xinion. Wala sa lahi nila yun!"

"May anak na si Maggie?." Gulantang tanong ko. It was a shocking announcement. She nod and smiled.

"Oo, Itinago sa lahat. Matagal din kasi siyang nawala kauuwi niya nga lang nung 2 weeks na ata."

"Saka lang namin nalaman nung nakita namin anak niya. Kung di kami bumisita Hindi pa namin malalaman ganoon din Kay Diego. Nako, Mag ka lahi siguro sila."

"As long as masaya siya sa gusto niyang nangyari h'wag ng pilitin." Naka ngiti Kong aniya. Tumango tango siya.

"Ayun nga. Desisyon niya naman. At saka maayos naman sila, sobrang talino nga nang anak nila."

Natutuwa ako sa kwento ni Santina. Kahit papano ay gumaan ang loob ko.

"Kaya ikaw, h'wag kang mag dalawang isip na bigyan ng chance si Diego, kung gusto mo lang. Hindi ka naman pinipilit." Naka ngiting aniya. Nag paalam siya saaking  makikipag kulitan sa kambalm

Naiwan akong tulala doon Hindi alam ang gagawin. Tama ba ito?

Signal na ba ito?

Dapat ba talagang bigyan siya ng chance?.

We are hurting each other.

Ilang beses ko na siyang sinaktan pero nandyaan parin siya kapit na kapit. Hindi bumibitaw.

Kahit kailan Hindi ako magiging deserve sa kaniya. Hindi ko mapapa - tunayang worth it ako.

Sobran na ang walong taon.

Kaipangan na bang ayusin ang naudlot na pag mamahalan?.

"Let's talk." Diego said standing in front of me. Avoiding my gaze at him. I didn't utter a word.

"Can we?." He calmly said. Nodding my head I lowered it down. Why is he so calm? We should decide for each other.

I thank him for using my surname as the twins middle name. He still think about me.

"Its about the divorce paper---" I cut him off. Looking at his eyes as I run my words out of my mouth.

"You don't need to sign it." I avoiding his shocked eyes. I remained sitter.

"I signed it." He sighed. H-He signed it? Why?

"Kung nababahala kang ilalayo ko ang anak natin nag kakamali ka. Hindi ko ipag dadamot ang anak natin sa Mommy nila. Pwede kang manatili sa bahay hanggat gusto mo. The house was named after yours." He said looking deep in my eyes and here I am can't even utter a word because of the revelation he said.

"W-what?." I stuttered

"If this make you happy I'll do it for the sake of you. For you to be happy. You've been away with our kids for 8 years I think that's already enough.", he said smiling but I know he is in pain. I can't even utter my thoughts to him. His words shocked me.

I am ready to give him chance, why did he surrendered?.

Is he tired already for waiting for me?.

"Have you been waiting for me?." I asked fighting my self not to stutter and thankfully I did.

"Of course, you're my wife. I've been waiting for you even at those years I thought you're dead already. I keep you. I've been waiting for you to comeback. I guess this really the end?." He asked smiling and I can't even smile like what he is doinh.

How dare he give up on me.!

I look at his back walking away from me. It pains me to watch him walking out my life like I am nothing.

I hate this feeling, I have hated this feeling.

If he give up then I won't.