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sam's been back at his parents place for about a month now, he's cut off all contact with me, i don't understand what i did wrong.

i'm trying to move on

but how do you move on after being in love with your best friend for so many years, finally doing something about it then having all be ripped away in a second?

my best friend hates me so much that he moved out of state to get away from me without even telling me why

"sam, it's colby, again, call me back"

"hey colbs" jake runs in and jumps on the couch beside me as tara struggles with the obnoxious amount of taco bell jake left her with

"jake!" she squeaks as the drinks in her hand spill on the floor

"well i guess we just won't have drinks" she sighs as she grabs the mop "i'm sorry colby"

"hey it's fine i'll do it" i laugh "you tried so hard, jake you're so unhelpful" he rolls his eyes at me

"hey, so, how are you holding up?" tara asks

"about as well as can be expected for someone who wasn't officially dumped but is feeling all the feelings of it"

"i'm sure he'll come around, for what it's worth, it's not your fault, it's on sam, he made his choices" jake pats me on the shoulder

"i just wish he'd call me back"

"he hasn't called anyone, colbs" tara hugs me "now eat your burrito"

jake and tara are the two best friends you could ask for, they've come over every day since sam left

i don't know if i could have gotten through this without them

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