(a/n i'm so sorry i've been terrible at updating ive had a lot going on but you're welcome. also i need a good name for this book. what do we think about 'kiss for the camera' ?)
SAMS POV!!!
what the fuck?
did last night really happen? did i really spend the night kissing my best friend? my male best friend? i thought i was straight...
interrupting me from overthinking was kat walking through the door with a serious look on her face
"sam... we should talk" she sits down in front of me while fidgeting with the lace of her sweat pants
"what's going on? i thought you'd hate me" i mumble
"sam, we've been together for 3 and a half years, i couldn't hate you even if i wanted to, those feelings don't just go away"
"i'm so sorry"
"you don't have to be sorry, that's actually what i wanted to talk to you about" she smiles slightly "i get it if it's awkward or maybe you really don't feel that way or haven't figured things out yet but i think if you have feelings for colby, you should tell him, you both deserve to be happy and if being with colby makes you happy then so be it"
i'm speechless, for the first time in my life i'm utterly speechless
"kat-"
"sam, i know you feel bad but please don't let me be the reason you're unhappy, i know it must be hard but just be honest"
"okay, maybe there's a possibility, but my whole life ive always thought i liked girls? what am i? bi? pan? gay? who the fuck knows?"
"you can just be sam. who said you needed a label? personally i'm just kat, i just like people. i don't care about anything else" she adds
"why didn't you ever tell me?"
"i don't know, i know you're not a judgemental person but i guess i was just scared you'd see me differently, i guess this is why we were always fighting, we weren't being honest with ourselves let alone eachother" she laughs and i agree
"i'm here for you, and by the way colby would have to be completely stupid to not go for you" we hug and she walks out the door with a smile on her face
holy fuck. i'm not straight and neither is kat. i like my best friend. when did my life become so complicated?
(a/n short chapter today because it's late and i'm tired but i'll update again when i wake up again, sorry it's been so long)
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solby
Fanfictionthis story is a continuation of the Sam and Colby video that they kissed (or didn't actually kiss in, ya can't really tell) what happens when two best friends kiss for the camera? what happens when the camera gets turned off?
