|~|Chapter 9: Past|~|

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~~~3rd Person: (Y/n)~~~

"I want you to push me off the edge of this building."

"But...," Chuuya paused, "Why? You have so much to live for!"

"And I don't want to live," (Y/n) snapped, staring Chuuya dead in the eyes, "Don't you understand?! I've ruined my brother's life for my own selfish reasons!"

"(Y/n)," Chuuya reached out, "You aren't selfish!"

"Chuuya," (Y/n)'s eyes were glassy, "You don't understand! I'm the most selfish person out there! I hurt my brother's feelings because of my selfish desires!"

At this point, (Y/n)'s thoughts were centered on Chuuya's persistence. Also his will to jump off the edge.

"You aren't selfish," Chuuya argued.

(Y/n) stared at Chuuya intensely and started to sob, "I am! I ruined my brother's life because I'm blaming him for ruining the family!"

Chuuya stared at (Y/n), dumbfounded, "What so you mean..?"

(Y/n) started to cry, "I've been blaming my brother for killing our parents!"

~~~

"Take a look at him," mother showed father the tiny child.

"He sure is a wonder," father smiled.

(Y/n) played with his rattle in the background, shaking the rattle for attention. "Da! Brother?"

Father turned around, "Yes! This is your brother, Doppo. Say hi to him!" Father moved Doppo's hand in a waving motion.

(Y/n) giggled and waved back, "Dop!"

Mother and father laughed at (Y/n)'s pronunciation.

~

"Ughhhh," (Y/n) complained, "Why did you drag me out to get my brother glasses? I don't even like him."

"Now now (Y/n), be nice to your brother," mother smiled, paying attention to the road ahead, "He won't always be there."

"As if," (Y/n) scoffed. He looked at Doppo attempting to read. He had his face shoved close to the book.

(Y/n) started to stifle laughter, "Pffftt, nerd."

Doppo looked up, "Huh?"

"You," (Y/n) burst out into laughter, "You idiot! You can't read!! Blind ass."

"(Y/n)," mother spoke in a serious tone, "don't be rude to your brother. And tone down the swearing, you're only 7."

"Fine, sorry mom," (Y/n) crumpled himself into s ball.

~

It happened so fast.

Father speeding to the hospital.

How did it happen?

Why did it happen?

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