CURSED : The Blue Eyed Maiden [ BTS FF ]

Chapter 67

Author's Pov

'You fucking rascal.'

Jungkook mentally cussed as he sat down on a wooden log, covering his face, embarrassed.

'What's wrong with you? Why did you do that? Why did you ran away?' Jungkook asked to himself while sitting in between the vast woods serving as the border of two kingdoms. He wasn't sure how to act the next time he sees the blue eyed maiden, he was acting like a teenager from 21st century who embarrassed himself infront of his brother's girl friend on whom he is crushing on. Jungkook indeed grew up as a prince, spoiled and with immense amount of love unlike Taehyung. And he knew how mature the older was to him even though their age gap wasn't huge. He envied the emperor of Sercaria for more than one reason.

He sighed. "I wonder what she is thinking about me now?" he mumbled to himself. "Now how will I face her? She must be thinking I'm some kind of weird man. . .how can I not get the idea that such a pretty sercarian won't have a boyfriend?" he pondered.

"Wait. . . why did the emperor didn't kill him yet? Does he not know? The Kim Taehyung. . . doesn't know?" Jungkook was really confused, but soon his expressions changed, lips curving up into a smirk as he eyed the vast range of woods infront of him. "Oh my, that's very surprising. Oh hyung, I thought you were way too smart, but guess what? You are not god. Not at all flawless."

Jungkook snapped back to reality as he heard someone's steps, the crackling sounds when someone walks over dry leaves. Who was it? He wondered, hiding behind a big rock, alert suspecting that it must be some soldiers patrolling the area. If anyone from royal palace would catch him lurking around the border, he'll get captured and get thrown infront of the sercarian general. Min Yoongi.

The loyal dog of his hyung.

Jungkook's sharp eyes scanned the area while trying his best to not blow his cover.

Ara's POV

I ran out from the restaurant as fast as I can, It wasn't that dark but the sky was getting cloudy and I could tell it was going to rain soon. I looked around the market but I couldn't find him, not even someone who looked familiar to him.

Where are you red head?

'Wow, you do think he is that Hemelian huh?'

I groaned as I heard Jena. 'What? I d-don't think of him as Hanuel's husband ffs.' I was mad. Jena keep telling me that I shouldn't care of him, he is just a side character for some side plot. But he is still some I lov--

I froze and covered my mouth.

'Why? What's wrong?' Jena enquired making me look around more with a confused expression on my face. God? Why are you doing this? This is messing up with my brain. I can't do this anymore. They have same face and same voice and same habits and same names. How can my tiny brain differentiate them, I give up. . . I can't.

Why did I always asked for an adventurous life? I just wanted to escape my old life but this is way too hard for me, every time I change eras, the god expects me to be a complete different person. But I'm tired to act like a complete different person. I can't pretend to act strangers with people I loved, spent time with and enjoyed their presence. Get use to the accents & the era is way too hard for me. Is this some kind of fucked up experiment? Why are you using me ? Why?

I was just an . . . outcast . . .

Huh?

I froze and my mind went blank before filling with some flashbacks.

'Hahaha . . . do you wanna drink some more toilet water Choi Ara?'

'That hairstyle suits you, clown.'

'I. . .like you.'

'Groupchat? Oh I totally forgot to add her, aww sorry.'

'You stole my ring and now my boyfriend, you filthy slut.'

'SLUT. . .SLUT. . .SLUT.'

'C'mon babe? What made you think that I like her? Pfft. . . she's disgusting.'

'Yah Choi Ara ? Ara choi?. . .bark for your master, you stupid whore.'

'Do you want to change your life? Do you want to forget all this?'

"HAN KYUNG?" Someone screamed at me making me snap out of those disturbing flashbacks. What were those. . . W-what's wrong with me?

'Your memories. The ones that gets deleted every time you travel through time. Isn't that the main reason why you dealt with the old oracle of Asylvia?' What was she saying, what was she saying ??? My memories. . . Why don't I remember much from my life. . . What's going on? Why. . .

"Ara. . . Ara? Choi Ara?" I heard someone whisper my name in my ear as they supported me. I was too lost to even respond, What is going on? Did the god manipulate my memories? What did I actually wished for? I thought . . .

Hahaha. . .Haha. . hah. . .

"Snap out of it , SNAP OUT!!!" A male voice screamed at me, right on my face.

"H-huh?" My vision was already blurry from all the tears forming in my eyes. My head was spinning, I wasn't sure of anything anymore. I hugged the person close to me and sobbed as I screamed at him, digging my nails through his clothes into his skin. I was shaking vigorously. "Hahahaha. . . Hahaha. . .hhaahahhahha." I laughed like a maniac while crying at the same time. It was too much to take. . . too much.

"I d-don't know. . . I don't remember anything . . . nothing. . everything feels unreal . . I just. . want to go back, please." I whispered in the man's ear before loosing my conscious in his arm.

Author's POV

The angry red haired angel barged into the room , all decorated with jewels and beautiful silk curtains. The room was more beautiful than any palace in the mortal land. And in between was sitting a beautiful lady. She had long curly hair that was golden, softer than silk and unique blue eyes. They weren't just blue as Ara, they were tinged with green and sparkled like precious stones, a beauty mark on her sharp jawline, plump red lips. She looked like some deity landed directly from heaven, or actually she was what they called a goddess.. . . one of the 13 goddesses that were worshiped by the two kingdoms.

Methulva.

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