Sleep Over | Jaywon

One last kiss II (still night)

" What are we going to talk about?"
I said that made him look at me annoyed.

"The fucking kiss!" He said and yelled at me. "Yea? what about that?"

How come you do that Infront of Me?! He's voice is getting louder and louder.

"How can you fuck my best friend Infront of me?!" I said that made him stop.

Look it's not what you think it is.
This time he hold my hand and intertwined it in he's.

"IT IS WHAT I THINK IT IS!" i yelled and took my hands off his.

"I FUCKING TRUSTED YOU. HOW MANY DAYS HAVE YOU BEEN DOING THAT WITH HIM?! I LET YOU USE ME BUT THIS IS WHAT I GET IN RETURN?! I LOVED YOU JAKE!"
I didn't notice that I'm already crying crazy.

OH YEA?! THEN WHAT'S WITH THE KISS IN THE BALCONY?! WAS THAT A "FRIENDLY KISS?!" YOU CHEATED FIRST. WHAT?! WHEN ARE YOU PLANNING TO TELL ME THAT YOU'RE DONE PLAYING ME?!

That's when I couldn't control my anger anymore, I felt a sting in my hand, Jake's cheek is red.

I slapped him.

"Playing with you?! aren't you the one who's playing with me?" I said then pushed him.

"Jay gave me the care you couldn't give Jake!"

I'm sorry. Let's fix this please?
He begged.

"What's there to fix? you already ruined everything."

And then the 2 words on the end of my throat left it self.

"We're Done."
It's done, no more getting played. Jake and I are done.

No, No please.
He's crying, kneeling Infront of me pulling me.

"Jake I'm so done. I can't take it anymore, you never loved me, i tried to bare with it but I'm tired."
I said while wiping my tears.

Does Jay make you happy? I nodded in response. Then I'm letting you go, where you're happy. He said standing up.

But can i get my One last Kiss from Jungwon? He smiled.

I smiled back and pulled him for a kiss.

This kiss is the Kiss of letting go, this kiss is the most important and memorable kiss for me and Jake.

It was passionate, soft and warm.

We both pulled out to breathe.

Thank you for the time you spent with me.

"Thank you for the short span of time you made me feel loved."

We both hugged eachother and both of us got where we left Jay and Sunghoon.

I'm sorry Jungwon. Sunghoon said and looked down.

I only smiled as a response.

So let's sleep?... Jay said that broke the silent atmosphere.

We all nodded and Headed to our rooms.

So how's the talk? Jay said.

"It was great, he let me go."

That's great, so can i continue your 9 months? He said scratching his nape.

"Silly, we're going to start over."
i said laughing at what he said.

That's great then. See you tomorrow morning?

"Sure."

"I'm just kidding, come here, let's sleep together."
He said that made me rush to him and kiss him.

He kissed my forehead and we headed to his room.

I must say, it was a tiring night for all of us, there were ups and downs, both me and Jake learned to Love and to Let Go, me and Jake aren't for eachother, but he thought me how to love, all of my first was from he's, abd it will stay like that.