𝑊ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝐼𝑓 𝑌𝑜𝑢 𝐶𝑎𝑛'𝑡 𝐷𝑒𝑐𝑖𝑑𝑒? (F4 x Reader)

⁂Chapter 18⁂

The knife

Pov hatsumi:

"i wanted to help you know, i'm happy that he gets better so fast. but beacause you will go to my school now does that mean you will actually carry out the plan?" i ask and he nods

"let's go we are already late" Talay says and we go out of the Hospital

"let's grab something to eat and skip until the first break, that's in one hour so yeah" i say in the moment we get in the car, he nods and i start driving in an cafe.

in the moment we enter the cafe i see Thyme and kavin eating breakfast together.
"let's eat somewhere else" i wisper to talay "No, you know i need to know more about them so it's good being near them" he answers and pulls me to an table where we can see them pretty good what means they could she us pretty good too.

we buy us pancakes "i will pay so you can buy more when you want" i say and he answers quick :"oh thank you! you know i always hated rich people beacause they are all so mean but then i meet you and now i think it's not every person but still thyme and his gang has to pay for what they did"
i nod, good that Ren is in France so he won't get in trouble beacause he's the only one where i'm sure he doesn't deserve it.

i eat the pancakes while i look at Talay how he looks behind me to Mj and Thyme, but suddenly he looks to me "they look here.. and Thyme even points at us..!" talay wispers and i knew that he knew that i'm the reason for that.

i hear staps going to me "can i help you guys with something?" i look shocked to the person beside me.. oh god luckily its just a waiter...

"ah yes we would like to pay.." i say still a little shocked "yes ma'am" the waiter answers

"so now we go to school?" he asks " yes it's break time soon" i answer and we get in the car

"what is the realationship with them now, i know they ended the red card and i also saw you hanging with them so tell me" he says in the moment i park at the school after a drive full of slience.

"we all were friends but i'm not so sure if we still are you know i've made a lot of things they don't like but who cares." i say and take kavins jacket and my bag out of my backseat before we get in school.

The school bell rings in the moment i put kavins jacket and my bag in the locker
"isn't that MJ?" Talay asks while pointing to Mj which talks to some girls from our school.

"yes.. i have to talk to him, see you later okay?" i ask "ah okay then bye see you" he says and we both leave in other ways.
I go up to Mj, his back turned to me

"hey Mj can we talk?" i ask and he says goodbye to the girls before he turns to me
"ah finally you're here, so you skipped class?" i nod "Let's talk outside there not so many people i think" i say and we go out to talk

"so you go first." Mj says and i got a bit nervous.

"okay listen i didn't mean to end our meeting yesterday! it was dumb from me and-"

"stop rigth there. I know why you did that but there is no fucking excuse for that, do you think i'm to dumb to know that you also flirted with Kavin and Thyme and let me guess you would have flirt with Ren too when he would be here but then you get mad when i meet another girl?! what the fuck is wrong with you?! just for your small little dumb mind to understand: Me and the rest already talked everything out and in the end we decided that we don't want you near us so leave us the fuck alone! and you know what... i thought i'm special to you beacause you are special to me.." he says a bit louder but luckily we are far away from other students

i'm angry and sad at the same time but i souldn't deny it he will not listen anyways.. he's an F4 member of course he won't ... "you are special to me-" i say but suddenly i could see léo running up to us from a distance... shit why now, every time i think it can't get worse it get's worse!

"no you don't-" i stop him:" you sould go."
"the fuck no why sould i listen to you!?"

"i said move Mj!" i scream and punch him to the side and suddenly léo was infont of me.. and the only thing i felt was the knife in my stomach while his eyes turns shocked to my stomach but i'm to shocked from what i just did...

"Didn't i made it obviously that i wanted to break up with you?" i say with an trembling voice but his answer was like i thought "i didn't said you can! you're mine!" he says and turns to Mj who already stands up again his face looks shocked

"Hatsumi!?" i hear screaming but i'm feeling to dizzy to understand who is talking, i fall to my knees and the only thing i see is leo walking up to Mj to hit him probably. i don't want Mj to get hurt just beacause of me! i take all my power to stand up but someone is holding me back, i look to léo and Mj but i see another person which is saving Mj.. Kavin!?

"Everything is going to be fine Hatsumi" the person behind me says and i try to turn around to see his face "Thyme?" i ask but suddenly kavin screams and my eyes going to kavin and he seems hurt, thyme runs to him leo seems hurt on the floor to but he tries to stand up again

you have to do that Hatsumi!

i try to stand up,put the knife out of my stomach even though it hurt like hell, to attack léo i run to him at let myself fall against him in the moment we fall to the ground the knife goes in his stomach.

I heard the boys screaming my name but before i even realized i passed out

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I don't know what i just did but i did something dumb PFHAHAHAH I'm sorry!
But i felt like making it a bit dramatic since the last chapters were boring hehe
I could say that it's the last chapter for the next days but that would be really mean from me so today or tomorrow will come the next chapter already :]