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late night tea

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quackitys pov

little me walked down the hallway as the floors creaked and crooked. i wondered why my dad was acting so strange and why mom was gone. It was dark and little me was looking for somthing to do. i wanted to avoid my dad at all cost it hurt younger me like a knife was being stabbed into my little chest but i had to deal with it.

i wanted to go outside like the kids on tv and play in the kitchen while there moms scolded them to leave like a real kid. I wanted to make friends and play with my Pokémon cards with them.

I never got to watch Pokémon often well dad smashed my tv i thought as i walked i saw a door it was small enough for the 9 year old me could fit in. crawled in noticing a bigger door on the other side.

what was the point of this one i thought as i got out the door.

i only looked straight but smelled something horrible i looked on the ground it was red and splattered but other splatters where brown. It remind me of the scary movies my dad let me watch while mom was gone

it scared me

i looked up and saw the most horrifying thing I've seen in my life was bodies hanging from the deaths of the ceiling the poor innocent people where just hanging there

Little me started breathing heavily to scared to move and herd a familiar voice  his Southern accent echoing as he spoke

"alex where are you" is what little me heard forgetting how i got here.

my heart pounded out my chest as his voice got closer and i felt at this very moment i didn't know my father he changed in the worst way possible younger me looked around with my eyes wanting to run wanting to remember how to leave dying to know because i didn't know if i was gonna live past 9

i yelled in my brain to remember like i was banging on a door for my memories to come out but didn't succeed as time stoped and younger me went into my brain thats all I'm seeing

"open the door Alex!" the voice in younger me's head said as i looked at the big two doors inside my brain

"open it Alex open it" the voice said as i banged on the door "open the door!" i yelled banging for the memories to open

"please!  my dad somethings wrong with him please" i cried  i said the anger going away and being over taken by sadness

i sniffled breaking down in tears as the imaginary door opened and i saw all my memories i looked for the memory of how i got here and found it

i herd a door slam open my heart stoping and my mouth felt sour as i herd his voice

"found ya!" he giggled

i was to late

i looked at that man thats when i stoped calling him dad or father he was just a man

he came up to me hitting his fist in the palm of his hands all i could do was-

i woke up from petrifying nightmare screaming like a child who just wanted a horror movie and had a nightmare only this actually happened

i was so shocked i couldn't cry

my heart pounded remembering harsh memories as i ran out my room gladly the door was already open i ran into Karl and sapnaps room shaking sap but not to hard or fast not to scare him.

i shook him harder as i started hyperventilating scared the boy wasn't breathing

tears ran down my face as i shook faster his eyes opened slowly as he said the following

"I'm up I'm up!" he said

he sat up from him laying as looked at me. I gave him the biggest hug as he hugged back wiping my tears on his shirt

"i thought u were dead" i said smiling into the hug

"i wish" sapnap said joking

i grumbled

"I'm joking q" sapnap said as i pulled out the hug

"cant sleep huh" sapnap said

"yeah i cant" i said

sapnap sighed "cmon" he said getting up

i walked into the kitchen sitting at the marble table it was nice i couldn't possibly notice this the first time i came here but that was maybe 3 months ago?

i humed a soft tune i could weirdly remember it sounded like the hispanic music i herd when walking into markets

Sebastian never played music and the tune I'm humming was different then the markets

sapnap grabbed a small pot and added water to it switching the oven on and placing the pot on there.

he sat with me he looked sleepy

"what ya thinking about" he asked

"i remember a tune" i said trying to remember but felt as if there was a door in front of it i feel like i felt this problem before i thought sighing

"oh, have a nightmare?" he asked

i nodded

"what was it about?" he asked another question

i looked at my fingers witch where doing a thing called fiddling

"um he was there and i woke up" i said

"context?" he asked

i shook my head no

he got what i was putting down. i wasn't ready to share my past maybe i might never be. i thought about the hospital and why i was there it made me thing but again it was like it behind closed doors.

the doctor said i would re gain my memory soon hopefully what happened wasn't to bad.

sapnaps pov

i looked at the boy black hair no beanie i admired his hair as and his face as i waited for the water to boil. I missed this staying up late with him having a late night cup of tea. Tea helped him sleep when these times would happen he would just sleep with us and i actually kinda enjoyed it.

i got up from my seat as i saw the water boiling i got two mugs one said 'quackity' and the other said 'sapnap' as i poured the water in the mugs and got two tea packets putting them in as the flavor sat.

i waited a few minutes then gave quackity the mug and took mine sitting down in my seat across from the male

i took a sip of my hot tea tasting the bitter flavor i had got used to no tea with sugar i stoped adding sugar to make it healthier.

he took sips as i saw his small eyes get droopy and frail

"sleepy pretty boy?" i said i randomly started saying nicknames bc of Karl i called Karl nicknames a-lot

"mhmm" he said already falling asleep in the chair i put our mugs in the sink then took quackitys hand walking with him to the room.

"sleeping with us?" i asked

he nodded as i got in my original spot this time not next to Karl but quackity in the middle.

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