what is love?

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  tw: sexual abuse r*pe kissing
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quackitys pov

i laid my head on his lap as he ran his fingers threw my hair "you know i love u right..?" Sebastian said softly i nodded knowing he was a lier "Alexis baby ur so perfect you know that..?" he said softly i tried to lift my head off his lap but he pinned it down "y-your hurting me daddy stop!" i yelled he lifted me into his lap holding the back of my hair forcing me to look at his not truthful eyes i started to cry "n-no i don't wanna please daddy.." i wined Sebastian made his fingers go onto a walking motion on my pale thighs "stop crying sugar plum.." he cooed at me but all i could do was cry and beg him to stop but he never listened.

i shot up and screamed as i started crying i kicked my legs feeling my legs and arms and head breathing heavily i herd faint talking i looked at my body a purple oversized hoodie definitely wasn't mine. my head hurt it hurt like hell i got up and walked to the kitchen sapnap and karl were talking in there i looked at them as they looked at me. "w-whats with all the staring-" i said letting out a faint laugh "g-guys?" i asked hesitantly "hey q do u remember last night?" karl asked "no?" i said for a matter of fact what happened last night i remembered going to a restaurant. "Well um... nothing maybe u will remember and tell us on ur own time" Karl insisted
"oh.. okay? was it bad" i asked innocently as they looked at each-other "no.." "yes" they both said as i looked at them scared i tried to think of what happened last night "sapnap!" karl quietly shouted at him.

I tried to remember as i left the room to my own sitting on floor my back against the door "what happened yesterday" i mumbled quietly i replayed what happened in my head as all i saw i herd was me and my deepest darkest secrets being told i hit my head against the door then i remembered the kiss i kissed sapnap! but i forgot about karl and thats when i got up from my ass and walked into the kitchen and went up to the taller man and got on my tippy toes and kissed him on the lips and i pulled out and looked at him his gray shinning eyes looking back at me. "I don't believe google anymore" i said smiling he placed his hand on my neck and pulled me in for more as sapnap came behind me placing kisses and love bites on my neck soft noises coming out my mouth. And the rest being history all you should know is that hours later we where all woke up in the same bed.

sapnaps pov
I woke up hungry me and karl on the side quackity in the middle i re tracked my mind to hours before i had such a weight off my chest to know quackity feels the same i got up from the bed to make them something to eat. I walked to the kitchen and grabbed some ingredients and seasonings "wheres the paprika" i mumbled under my breath "got it!" i said as i started whipping up the meal i also got stuff to make popcicals we all could make those together. I smiled as i was making the food. about 10 minutes later a sleepy karl came in the kitchen putting his head in the crack of my shoulder "sapnapp" he said in a complaining voice. "What? karl?" i said calming "I'm so tiredd" karl groaned "yes i know baby go rest" i replied.

"Nuh uh what are u making?" he asked sitting on the chair "guess" i said "hmm chicken?" karl asked "nope" i replied "tacos?" "nope" "pork chops?" "nope" "steak?" "nope" "good because suck at making steak" karl joked "mhm u say that as ur smacking ur lips while eating it" i said as i joined in the laugh "I'm kiddinggg ur a good cook sap" karl said smiling "well thank you and I'm cooking pasta" i replied smiling.

"ur pasta is always so good!" karl replied as we saw a small sleepy boy enter the room with my white fire shirt with black sleeves he walked over to karl and hugged him "karl I'm so sore" he complained "i know i know" he replied kissing his cheek. "You hungry q" i asked him "yeah" he said as he sat on the chair waiting for the food. "Well wanna make popcicals??" i asked as quackity made a small squeal "YES?? do u even have to ask??" he smiled as we got to making the popcials.

quackitys pov

"strawberry's, pineapples, blueberries!" i said putting them in the mold then adding the juice as karl started blowing in my ear as i started giggling "stop you idiot!" i said threw giggles playfully splashing juice on him then sapnap started to tickling me "i will punch u snapchat!" i kindly threatened him "woww making fun of my name u small duck?" sapnap snapped back as i laughed louder "guys-" karl called out "guYs!" karl said getting our attention "i think the pastas ready" he giggled as we saw the pot overflowing "oh no my pasta!" sapnap went over and cleaned it up as i stuck my tongue out at karl "childish but alright" he said as he tickled me.

Later we started eating while our pasta while the popcials where freezing "hey guys?" i asked they looked at me "yeah? q" they both said "does this mean I'm apart of you guys?" i asked innocently "what do you mean q?" asked sapnap "like you know.. d-dating" i spit out "yeah ofc i thought we made that clear" sapnap said gently i smiled as i started eating again.

We were cuddled up on the couch watching strangers things enjoying our homemade popcials but i just felt like there was someone watching me someone unwanted. "Q you okay?" asked Karl i nodded "Yeah just tired" i said laying my head on his shoulder sapnap rubbing my ankle as we watched the Netflix tv show.