Book 4 of HOT HEAD Series.
We left Keilaya off on her first day of campus of college now it's time to see how much she's grown and how college is going for her and her friends as they are growing up. There will be deaths, old faces and new faces
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I was sitting at Dr.Casey office I was looking around waiting to be called. This was something different.
A tall black lady came out her office room.
"Keilaya Butterfly?" She said
I stood up and walked towards her.
"Hi" I said
"Such a pretty name" she said
"Thank you" I said we walked in her office and she sat down and I sat down.
"So I spoke to your aunt Storm and told me about you" she said
"Yeah that happened and I don't know how to deal with it I was almost raped, yeah he's in jail now but I can't grasp it happened I almost get sick thinking of it" I said to her
"I see do you think you would be able to forgive him?" She asked me
"I have a family full of people that hold grudges I'm the only calm one in the family so I think I can possibly but not now" I said
"So tell me how the assault was effecting you, emotional,physically, spiritually?" She asked
I felt my eyes tearing up "I couldn't be next to people, like sitting close to them, I didn't want anyone to touch me I punched my dad in the eye, I couldn't eat that entire month, couldn't eat, my hair was falling out lost 30 pounds, I was depressed out my ass" I said crying I wiped my tears off my face.
"You should find what you are so passionate about Keilaya and do it I know it would make you happy, you have to be strong Keilaya not for people around you, like friends or family but for yourself and I want you to know most importantly that it wasn't your fault at all. You are strong Keilaya trust me" Dr.Casey said
I smiled "thank you Dr.Casey I needed to hear that" I said smiling
"Of course now what about your boyfriend? How was he when he found out?" She asked me
"He isn't my boyfriend but he was pissed I never seen him so angry in my life Dr.Casey he's the sweetest person I know and like we never argue he's all about me and I'm all about him until that guy came and ruined everything" I said
"Have you said his name since the situation?" She asked me
"No saying his name makes me sick thinking about him makes me sick like I'm sinking all over again" I said
"His name leaves a bad taste in your mouth which is understandable but if you are to overcome this you must say your assaulter name, he does not have power over you Keilaya" dr Casey said
I gulped the spit in my mouth just thinking of his name makes me want to throw up.
"His name is D-Duke London and he tried to rape me" I said with a bit of stutter and I felt sick to my stomach.
I ran to the garage pail and threw up.
"Oh my god" dr Casey said jumping up and holding my hair back.
"I'm sorry Keilaya" she said
I lifted my head "it's fine I said that's progress we'll work on it" I said
"Very optimistic girl you are" she said
I nodded "I'm a sag it's in my nature" I said
"Aww yeah it is" she said
We kept talking for 2 hours and man it felt so good to let all that steam off to a complete stranger even though she was getting paid it was nice talking to her. After the session I was heading to Ermias dorm now I had a big job to do I'm assuming his coach wanted school colors and shit.
I arrived at the dorm. I knocked and waited for my brother to open the door but instead it was Kai. I was seeing red and first thing I did was punch him right in the nose.
"Sleazy bitch" I said I pushed him out my way and to my brother room I headed and I bumped into Gio and he caught me.
I didn't tense up, I wasn't panicking I was calm and normal.
"Keilaya hi, I'm sorry" he said he lifted me and looked me in my eyes.
"I'm okay Gio" I said
"You look happier" he said
I smiled and looked down why was I feeling all nervous around him like I did in high school.
"I'm trying" I said smiling
"That's good, what you doing here?" He asked me
"Coach asked me to decorate y'all dorm" I said
"So I'll be seeing you around?" He asked me
"You will I hope you don't mind?" I said
"I would never be tired of seeing your face mamas" he said I smiled he knew that made me weak and butterflies all over.
I smiled "well I'll see you" I said and I went to my brother room and closed the door behind me I was cheesing.
"What you smiling about?" Ermias asked
"I just spoke to Gio" I said
"I swear if y'all don't get married then love is not real" Ermias said
"What do you mean?" I asked him
Ermias was never a big fan of me dating so what made him say that?
"You are still sprung over him and y'all just broke up it's like you seeing him again for the first time" Ermias said
"Okay so what I still have a crush on him" I said
"You should hear him about you I hear the shit everyday" he said
I rolled my eyes "man whatever I love him and he loves me" I said
"Yeah I know that's why y'all need to get married so lovey dovey after all this time like soulmates" Ermias said
"Green is an ugly color on you brother" I said laughing
"Anyway how was your session?" He asked me
"Good Dr.Casey is great it felt great venting to someone I don't know at all and can't judge you know I think you would love her" I said
"That's good Keilaya I'm glad you are finding you way back" Ermias said
"Yeah me too" I said smiling
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End of the chapter guys I hope y'all enjoyed the chapter next chapter Dr.Casey will be in it again briefly though we are about to get a whole new Keilaya I hope y'all enjoy comment and vote love y'all
