Uhm so sometimes when I'm around them I get thoughts and I'm just gonna say a few lol. Btw these are all far asf from each other. Btw I'm gonna keep adding to this so ye just check in every now and then 👍
-Thought 1-
Me and axel weren't talking for a long time and I was worried, I couldn't help but think they hated me, I buried my head into my bag and I started crying, every day when I got on the buss next to them I would burry my head and cry, they didn't even realize, but when I said something, I thought this is my chance I can get him back!
-Thought 2-
I was sitting in the seat behind axel and then they started staring at me and I asked them a to stop but they said no,
"I just can't look people in the eyes"
I had to make up something to make her stop, nope, they just kept staring at me and my heart was beating fast-
"Stopppp!"
"No :]"
I would gladly stare them in the eyes right back but, I'm embarrassed, fuck.
I wanna kiss them... NO NO NO WE ARE ON THE BUSS GET THAT TF OUT OF YOUR HEAD! Aghhhh if only they would stop staring! Fuck. -n-
-Thought 3-
I was watching them draw and I was leaning over them, I want to place my head on his shoulder, no, what if they push my head off! I mean they put their head on my shoulder a lot so maybe I can, I should just ask, no don't that's even worse, just do it, no, dont, gah! Why am I like this why can I just stop being a wus! I'm only laying my head on their shoulder, but why am I so embarrassed, it's so simple! Just lay your head... No! God my new hurts though... GAH JUST ASK!
"Axel I have a question"
"Yeah?"
"Can I lay my head on your shoulder"
"For 30 seconds?"
"Wait what..?"
"Its almost your stop"
WHAT!? Bruh I just started thinking when we left how tf is my stop already next!
"Eh whatever"
I just lay my head on their shoulder and I felt so awkward-
