"Lets go to your room" Britanny asked Landon for the 5th time
"Stell's in there right now"
"Doing what?"
"Getting changed?"
I walked out in Landon's boxers and one of his shirts, on me it was like a dress
"Hi guys" I fell onto the couch and stretched
"She was too busy getting changed into your clothes, ew look at those cuts on her arms, she's emo" Britanny's chipmunk said
I felt my eyes water as I looked down at my scars
"So emo, she's probably going to die very soon and she's so fat" The 3 trio laughed together as I tried to hold back my tears
"You can't say that" Landon's voice was cold and distant
"What do you mean?" Britanny batted her eyelashes innocently
"You. Can't. Say. Stupid. Stuff. Like. That" He narrowed his eyes as his body was stiff beside me
"Get out" Lee shouted as she stood up quickly
"Out" She screamed as she grabbed their arms
"What no, just because her mum is dead and her dad doesn't love her doesn't mean anything come on Lay, let's do this"
Lee was trying so hard to control her breathing as her face turned red from anger
"Get. Out" Her voice was calm scaring even me
"Out" Landon stood up and opened the front door
I quickly ran to the bathroom and fell onto the floor in tears, Dad hates me and I know that, he hurts me in every and any way possible but he still shows his love, he still asks me what I want for dinner, he's stopped going to alcohol and drugs, he's trying, but I remind him to much of mum. He buys me snacks. cooks me food. he's there for me when he has to be. He might not be like old dad but he's developed so much
I stood up slowly and looked at myself in the mirror, she's right I am fat, and ugly. I kneeled over the toilet and grabbed 2 of my fingers, I placed them in my mouth and plunged them back as I tried to throw up, I plunged and plunged and plunged until I felt it all come out. All the food I ate, all the snacks I ate, all the drinks I've drunken, gone.
And on top of that I'll be skinny
I heard the front door slam shut and footsteps approach the bathroom
I quickly plunged another finger down my throat and gargled as I felt a burning sensation to my throat
"No, no, no, what do you think you're doing" Lee screamed as she attempted to pull me up
"Just one more" I gagged as I threw up everything
"Lay" She screamed
"Hey, hey, hey what're you doing?" He whispered gently
"Becoming a skinny legend" I smiled as he pulled me away
"Wash your hands and come lets eat"
"After all that throwing up you want me to eat?"
"Yes, now hurry up"
"No, come on, I threw up to become a skinny legend"
"One"
"Oh come on" I whined
"Two"
"I feel sick" I lied
"Don't make me say it" He warned
"Ugh okay"
"Are you gonna go?" I asked
