Built For Sin..

Part13; The Plan.

The week had gone by fast, id ignored and avoided Kai the best I could.
He generally didn't try to talk to me much, odd organisation he would ask about the art project but I would just put my headphones in and not respond.
I'd hung out with Cole, Jax and Lyra a few times after school, we had been planning and sorting things for Cole's birthday Saturday, it was at his parents cabin in the woodland.
It was just outside of town and apparently it was always the best party.
I was excited, me and Lyra had decided to surprise Cole with a cake so we headed into town to get one specially made, as we waited for the Baker to do her ring we headed over to the Grill to get some lunch and coffee.
"Sooo, I have some bad news" Lyra muttered as we sat at the table, "oh god, what?" I asked nervously awaiting, "Kai is coming to Cole's party" she whispered..
"That's fine, why would I care?" I muttered, whilst looking through the menu trying to hide my real emotions on it. "Okay, just a warning baby cakes" she whispered whilst ordering her food. I wasn't worried about Kai being there, I was worried about what I'd say or do after a few drinks, I had been avoiding him best I could but that doesn't mean that moment with him doesn't cross my mind now and then.. god why did he have to be so cold and mean? Argh.

A few hours had passed and we'd collected the cake, "I'll pick you up at 5 tomorrow, love you bestie" Lyra shouted before driving off, I headed indoors knowing I was dying for a nap. "Hello" i shouted as I walked through the front door, no response so clearly no one was home. I headed up to my room for the well deserved nap and to my shock as I opened my bedroom door.. was Kai sat on my bed.
"What the fuck" I muttered confused.. "Your mum let me in, I need you to finish your half of the project peach" he muttered with a grin on his face, "don't call me that, get out" I responded, but he didn't budge.. "do the project peach" he said confidently, so I grabbed my paint brush and drew a girl in a white dress, I could see Kai watching me awaiting to see what I was painting, I slowly covered it till I was done then turned and showed him. "What is that?" He muttered, "it's me being sick, over the thought of you touching me" I laughed, I had drawn a girl throwing up and chucked it at him. "Very funny, but we both know that isn't true" he muttered in my ear before heading out.

I knew he was right, because I hadn't stopped thinking about the way he felt when he was inside of me, but I couldn't let him know that.. I couldn't give him the satisfaction..
I turned away from him and waited for the door to close, once he'd left id realised how much I was just tired with, I laid on my bed and just passed out.. I had, had enough.