Ever experienced 'chunnibyou'? I did,-
[ If you don't know the meaning, check it..] A time where I enjoyed my own Solitude while others looked at me like a creep. [ I was kinda creepy though, thinking back, You can use your imagination...]
{ P.S - "I'm broke, Can't afford an Illustrator..."}
Coming back to where I left-
"Konbanwa Grace-san." " Konbanwa, Tadayoshi-san."
The warmth she offers always makes me levitate to cloud nine in seconds, as if I can feel the calm and vibrant sun rays falling on my face with the softest embrace, but most of all, It signified her presence. I mostly suppressed my overflowing feelings, which was an achievement for me-
(Again.... Don't think of me as a creep!!!) I tried to conceal myself as much as I could ; long story short, even after those two months, my emotions replicated just like when a chrysalis dies from the inside ; the same thing happened twice, I realised that none of this was related to my behavorial actions, it had an inner puzzle to itself, as things seemed to be, I tried to meet the chunnibyou nerd -
Introduction: Haruki Futaba 17, (was my partner in crime in my "missions")
"Sore de, nande Tada-kun wa ore no hanashteiru?" "Ore no Jinsei no Ni-kagetsu wa Timeloop ni arimasu." " Dakara, ore wa tsuini Laplace no Akuma o mitsuken ashita." " Huh? Sore de nani?" He explained me that I was facing this side effect of having a "demon" behind my tail. No words from my side as usual, but I knew that the only way to stop everything bad happening to Grace is by finding this Shitster Who's ruining my life.
Three rotations of me seeing the horror of the one close to me getting shattered right in front of my eyes, I got myself to the conclusion that I had to do something or the Other. But, Luck never prevails by my side, does it? I didn't get the answer to this labyrinth, the more I suspected people, the more less likely it was for them to become who I thought they were. I started to suspect Grace herself, and the next rotation just caused for me a Chronic attack, which made me go mad. Millions of Voices in my head, Thoughts bursting in and out. I..... Reached my breaking point, The last day, I did the only thing left for me, which I thought would ease the burden i bestowed upon the people around me, My sister could finally be happy without looking at this face right? my parents too, Didn't give a damn abt me ; It was better for Grace too, she could live a happy life than to be with an embarrassment-
The Rainy day, When Grace died, I wasn't there, I went to the Highest Tower I could find, When I stood right on the edge, My heart ached, I could Cry, finally, after 8 whole months, but then thoughts rushed in me again. 'am I actually doing this?' ' it's better if i do it.'
I thought, Someone would stop me, as expected, no one gives a damn abt me, they never did to be honest-
"Konnichiwa Jinsei,........... Sayonara."
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Teen Fiction" A life meant to wither away in darkness, or was it?"
