The next instance (in my mind) was the anamnesis of the face I saw as I went down, rock-bottom. Again, woke up in my futon, made me some coffee, but the thing is, the coffee wasn't good, it was cold....and bitter just like how it resembles the void in my heart. Tears were shed again, but so did awaken the will to end all of this once and for all.
"Ore wo Oyaji ni sagashteiru no."
While every iota in the map was ticked off from the places i could find him, I found him in the last place I could ever expect him to be-
The flowers, Tulips, withered, alongside me, as I saw my old man in Grace's room in the hospital. The outbursting rage I had, my fists clenched ready to strike at will ; everything fragmented away when I saw him kiss grace on her forehead whilst both spoke something and shared their tears. The moment of silence resonated with a voice in my head.
The sound of time ticking in all the clock's around me, my eyes blurry. I Chose My Decision. "Oyaji, Konbanwa." "konnichiwa." "Dare, omae?" "ore wa watashi no musuko da, Jin." "Ah, Sokka, Jin." "Grace- san wa buji de yokatta, dayo na?" "Hai, Kanojo wa ichikaimen ni gakkou wo modorou imashta." " Yokatta, arigatou, otou-san" "Doitashimaste." "Sore de, Jana." "Sayonara." All the emotions were clutched inside me, I wanted to do more than speak out, but, I couldn't. The evening breeze filled the air and room with an everlasting sunset, all I did sub-consciously after that was, I walked into the room while she was sleeping-
"Daisuki, Grace-San." "Ore wa zutto, anata no soba ni irun da." I knew she heard it, but it didn't matter, all that mattered to me is to be the cause of Her smile. The atmosphere getting tenser, my lips wavering towards her, I gave her all the words and emotions I had could with that kiss on the forehead. As I mentioned before, my timings are awfully bad - "Chotto Matte, Oni-chan." "Shimatta." "BAKA! Nani-o Shteruno!?" "Nigero." I ran outside the hospital, there fell the first sakura petal on me. I knew at that time, that things are gonna transpose for the good this time. I ran....with a smile,
[ One Month Later...]
The room had a heartened up atmosphere, as I got ready for school with a beam of relief. I sat by the chair for a while, Saw Grace, and walked towards her, the distance closing in when i also realized that we're breathing the same air. The second time, as I veered towards her, she opened her eyes- *Both Scream*
"Nani-o-shiteruno!?" "Grace-san ni kis-" "etto, nanimonai shi!!" "hen'nakoto o shiyou to shite imasendeshita!" "B-Baka.."
The first time I saw Grace getting red as a beet, and hid her face.
[Disclaimer : the person u see in the next part is my semi alter-]
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