"We cant do this"

107 3 1
                                    

Esme was finally being discharged from the hospital since her fall. She still blamed the weasleys for it and their dirty tricks. Esme walked into the common room and smiled as she saw nova and Draco as she sat down

"How are you feeling? I mean I'd like a chance for slytherin to win the cup but your our star player and I wanted to see if you were okay" Draco asked as Esme smiled

"I'm okay. I'm tired but I'm okay and don't worry I'll be back on a broomstick before you know it. Besides they need to pay. They could of killed me" she spat as Draco smiled.

Esme looked to them and smiled. She knew that there was something going in between her and Draco and she knew as much as she loved Draco malfoy. Nova was her sister and she wanted everything to be okay

"I'm going to go to the dorm. I need to sleep" Esme said as she walked to the door as nova walked after her and smiled

"Are you okay?" Nova asked as Esme looked to her and smiled

"No. My head is a mess. Professor lupin he kissed me and now I don't know I feel but I'm so confused over it all. I mean he's oh professor and he was our fathers best friend" Esme said

Nova looked to her and smiled "I know it's complicated and how he's our professor but I am not one to judge if you were to start something" nova said as Esme looked to her and smiled

•••
Esme walked into the classroom and looked to see Remus and looked to him and smiled

"Do we need to talk over what happened. The kiss?" She asked as he looked to her and smiled

"I know it's a mess. I know I shouldn't of done it. I couldn't help myself and I'm sorry" he said as she looked to him and smiled

"I don't know what it meant but I also know how I can't stop thinking over it. Over you" she said as he walked over to her and smiled

He placed a hand on her cheek and smiled as he leant in and kissed her as she kissed him back briefly and smiled

"We can't do this. You could loose everything" she said as he smiled

"Maybe you are worth loosing everything for" Remus said as Esme looked to him and smiled. She knew how confused That she felt

•••
Esme sat in the great hall and looked to see nova as she sat with her and smiled

"Are you okay?" Nova asked her sister

"He said he wants to be with him. I said it can't happen. I mean he's my teacher and I couldn't bear it if he lost everything for me" Esme said as nova looked to her and smiled

"I get that. I do but what if your worth giving it all up for" nova said as Esme looked to her and sighed. Esme had no idea just how much more complicated that things were going to become with her and Remus

Esme knew that it wasn't going to be easy

Unspoken desires *R.Lupin*Where stories live. Discover now