Color the roses grey
Their too bright a hue
Its not that I hate it at all...
I just, miss you.
I don't know if I still care
That would be crazy in thought
Maybe its just what I'm used to
For so long...You were all I used to want
Now I don't know what
I'm left to do here
Wandering aimlessly
No hurry, no fear
Just drifting
Letting the wind blow
Wherever I end up
I hope someday you will go
It isn't a fancy
Or a silly little crush
Your just someone who used to be so close
Who I told, a little too much
So many choice
I could start over, all new
I don't think I want to yet
Maybe I'll just wait it through
I kind of like this
This wandering, free, chance
No pressure, or worries
I don't want any romance
I'm surrounded with white
Other guys are at my door
I was once like them, to you,
But that was long before
I got a rose
The same kind you gave me last year
You already knew that though
I think I wish you were here
I'm not sure
I really don't know
If I'm supposed to hang on
If I need to let go
I think I like this feeling
Of being halfway to nowhere
Its almost, exciting
Not having to care
Not to say
I wouldn't mind if we were to talk
Sit down at lunch, catch up,
Or just go for a small walk
I think I'll survive
Without you around
I think I enjoy
The silence, no sound
So happy valentines day to you
Even if I'm a little late
I'm of to be wandering
To be carried by fate
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